congratulations to hanna&rizal on their wedding last weekend :))

hiiiiyi im back :))

ooo and regarding my previous depressing entryy.. thank youuuuuuu very much for all the concerns and wise advises frlm frens.. veryy much appreciated..

it has been more than a week when i posted that entry, so basically im (supposed to be) geared up for my work and any future udertakings.. ceeewahh :))

so how was my trip to hong kong??

it wasss grrreattt! not a pure shopping trip after all.. :( more of a tour visit.. which meanas not enough time for shopping.. though i did not buy as much stuff as dot, byk gak duit aku abis... a bit confusing though sbb last minit shopping with sore feet... tapi mmg tak acii... baju2 kecik semua murahh.. heheheh...

actually im hafing some sort of a rift with my sister.. so dot if ur reading this, (since i still cant call out) pls call me and pujuk me for reconciliation tq!

till then

cau cincau

i feel stupid..

i was veryyy depressed yesterday..

and i still am.. that is until a few minits ago..

a good fren whom came over to use my notebook (and at the sametime bug me i guess) actually made me more relax and cooled down..

btw i was depressed because of my work/workplace and of course my salary...

i cant tolerate OFFICE POLITIC (that i think shud only be handle by UPPER mgmt, yeah stupid of me to think that way la kan), SWEET AND STUPID PROMISES, SLOWLINESS (LEMBAB), STUPIDNESS, SLOWLINESS, STUPIDNESS.. ($&@)%&)%&@

and to make things worst (yesterday), i met some old frens and while chit-cahtting they shared some bad experience they had with some ppl/team from the company im currently working in.. and i nearly fell out of my chair listening to all this... you should have seen my red ears... i tell ya it was not easy (at all) for me to keep a straight face.. and then again i was at that time depressed of this what... i did try to stand up for my company (ceewah) but failed miserably... *sigh*

*sigh* i cant think straight.. i hope this one week of cuti will boost up my errr work morality(??).. and i planned to do just that (i hope).. for the time being i'll just stay low for awhile..

)^$@)%^@)%(&_@#%*_+)*&(*$^)&@$_(@+))))($@)$* <- this is no ordinary pattern.. i wish i could swear more.. tapi penat dah..

okeh i got to continue wif my work.. seee i still got work... its just that tak cukup mencabarrr... i knwo already what to think and do and i know im damn good at it.. hehhehhe.. saje je tuhh.. i need that.. but seriously i need some new task that can make me think harder and feel the sense of panic...yes i need to be in the line of firee tq.... hehehhe

till then

cau cincau

entry for August 6, 2004

damnn.. somehow i accidently deleted this entryy.. and now i have double for yesterday' entry.. and i cant seem to delete it.. nanti laa i'll find a way to fix this...

anyways, just to make sure this rambling stays in my bank memory...

lemme just refresh my memory..

aahhh yes i remembered this entry was something about me whining of not being abloe to go to Nakata's homeland for free!! (claimable..heheh)...

uhuk uhukkk...

this is because I CANT BRING MAHSELF TO CANCEL MY SHOPPING TRIP

what a lame excuse i think.. but its true okay!!

yeahh.. i remembered also this line...

i'll be definitely sulking the whole year.. :( for sure one!

uwaaaAAAaaa

ngantuk ngantuk ngantuk..

another 20minits before the clock strikes 5pm! :))

but..

aaarghhhh thers something wrong wif my testing PC.. aaarghhhh... i need more RAM... i wish i could install this vmware thingee on my notebook... tapi lagi hampehh.. dah la one key dah tercabut.. isk iskk... only noticed this morning.. the last time i was using it was last Saturday..and everything seems to be intact.. isk isk iskk... now it is very the ugly one..

i need a break.. so thats why im blogging kejap (excuseesss..:P) .. plus it keeps me away from blogshares! heeshhh.. that game is soooOOOoo addicitve... i hope nobody is actually near me when im checking my shares especially when it goes down or when i made a bad buy... " eeeeee abis duit aku!!!!" or "aaaaaaarghhh tak cukup duitt" is what they are expected to hear.. hehehheheh..

hmmmm.. i am suddenly bored with this layout (thanks to nixk who tagged saying (excerpt)"masih hijau lagi nampaknye" cett!).. and some more cybertarp is closing its free image hosting service :( check out the big empty space on the upper left corner.. i'll try to come up with a new template hopefully by next week since im on leave semingguuu... yahoooOOOoo.. no work no work no work :))

until i get 'the' one week of break.. for the moment everything seems to be mandom - gloomyy and boring...

wait!! im not finished wif my rambling..

last weekend i finally finished the much talked about Da Vinci Code by Dan Brown book.. welllll... i kinda like it at first, fast and intriguing.. and some more reminds me of treasur hunting i.e. clues, breaking the codes.. but in the end.. i can only manage a weak "chehhhh.." hmm dot was also reading it but by the time i got a book of my own, she has yet to finish it.. nanti i'll ask her what she thinks..

but i kinda can go for Dan Brown's style of writing.. yeah i might consider his other books..

somehow this book reminds me of a book by Mario Puzo - The Family... this one i tell you.. lagi dasyatttt.. verrryyyyy sinful... o_O oh but this book has nothing to do with code breaking and not much on Mafiarism.. i mean not what i was expecting (read: Godfather-like, The Sicilian-like, Omerta-like)

okayy.. i better stop.. i cant seem to think properly..

till then

cau cincau

im already sleepyy

its past midnight and im still not yet in bed.. am waiting for my 'favoritest' (heheh) sister to come.. she got some interview at concorde and im not sure yet whether she wants a ride (with me n ifa) or just to crash at my place.. heeshh.. i don think i can wait up any longer.. pepandai la dia nanti.. after all she got the keys anyway..

actually i brought back my notebook today just so that i can play(buy/.sell shares) some more on BlogShares - Fantasy Blog Share Market but to my annoyance rupe2nye there are limited transactions per dayy.. marahnyeee akuuuu.. how shud i know.. :P

anyways i gtg wash my face and brush my teeth kalau rajin.. till then.. cau cincau

oh and look what i had achieved by merely typing out my username..hehhe

The University of Blogging Presents to antusemut An Honorary Bachelor of Anonymous Commenting Majoring in Gossip Signed Dr. GoQuiz.com ®

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welcome back rudy :)

adoiiiii..

im hafing a headache...

and plus i think im going crazyyyyy for no particular reason..

anyways, last weekend, me and dot managed to burn a pretty big hole in our wallet(s).. hehhehehehheh.. though we are saving for our shopping trip which is in about 2 weeks time, our itchy hands and nafsu took over us and forced us to pay for a lot of unnecessary stuffs... *sigh*

now as for me, instead of hafing a luxurious month this month (extra cash), now im back to being broke.. and its only the start of the month.. yong ape nak jadik nih????!!!!!

and it does not stop there.. now im hooked with this new site/game or watever you wanna call it:

BlogShares - Fantasy Blog Share Market

yup.. hehhe i think i very like like these fantasy kinda games.. the only drawback that i can see is that we dont actually get to taste the real profit/wins when we do good/win.. hehheh..

as for this game, now i cant seem to stop buying and checking for updates (yes im a bit pathetic).. dahla blogshare cash tak cukup.. (sikit!) hehehhe.. and then again.. im still a newbie.. ceewahh :P

why not try it for yourself..

i gtg..

till then

cau cincau

yesterdays supposedly posting :)

Dear SUpport ppl,

:((

im still in gurun and hungryy.. got some issues and it might be due to hardware issues.. aarghh.. marah marah especially kalau helpless camnih and dependant on some stupida support ppl yg lembab.. in my case nih HP.. yes that HP!

anyways.. i got a bigger annoyance (this is what ur suposed to assist me with)..

now everytime from MS Internet Explorer, if i go to a link using Open New Window, it will by default be at the minimize state.. very minimise.. i can only see 1/4 of the title bar.. imagine hafing to maximise the browser everytime and sometimes it might even go unnoticible.. so how can I reset this config (if any).. and FYI, opening the browser through Start Menu or through the filemenu>New>Window is okay..

pls help

shud you haf any other enquiries, do let me know.

tq

Rgds,
Someone In need of help and $$$

did curiosity CURIOUSITY killed the cat?

hi frens..

i haf a question:

is William Hung from American Idol dead or Alive????

based on the fwded eMails and link i got..heheh i think he IS for sure dead one.. the stardom(if any??) got to him..ceewah..

click here for the only source link i have..

so being the kay-poh-chee and having a very very veryy high level of curioisty.. pls somebody clarify this!!

thanks!

btw im shifting places.. im getting my own desk finallyy (easier to blog.. hehhe).. but after occupying this cramp place for nearly 1 1/2 months.. mcm taknak pindah lak :P

anyways haf a good day frens..

cau cincau

demam afundi?? definitely NOT me!

date: 20 July 2004
time: 12ish pm

hehhehe.. somebody sure is in denial :P

hallooOOooo.. halloooOOoo frens.. long time no see :))

AFUNDI ADAM!
AFUNDI ZAHID!

they're good.. reallyy...

yeah im not asleep yet.. got some work to finish..and somebody will get a bash from me tomorrow morning.. marah betul aku... but i'll be publishing this post hopefully tomorrow.. malas nak tarik cable.. damn i shud start my wireless project asap.. but the ingredients takde lagi.. that will cost more money..aarghhh... anyways.. since thers nothing (yet) good on TV.. i had to settle on Akademi Fantasia's diari.. :)) and they (adam and zahid) are whom i will vote for (when my phone is unbarred..hehhehe)

nothing much happened since i last posted an entry..

oh yeah i just (finally) did my passport.. wat a relief! my old passport with a pic of a funny looking weirdo has been discarded.. hehhehe.. the main thing here is that the whole process took me less than 1/2 an hour.. i'll lay out the tips in the next posting laa..

already sleepy but hafin a dose of ickus before i retire..

till then

night night

cau cincau

tgif tomorrow!!!

:))

howdyyyyyyyyyy frens..

im sleepyy.. i know i know its only 530! hehheheh.. btw im alredii at homeeeeeeee... actually was already home by 2! muahahhahahha... had training maaaa... yesterday and today..and the place is so dekat - that i can actually wake up at 930 for the 10 oclock calss.. yeeehaaaaaa

mannn i haf nothing to babble today..once again ladies n gentlemen.. antusemut is hafing writer's block.. or is it that she has nothing interseting to share.. uwaaaaaaAAAaaa... im becoming such a boring person....

could it be because of all the cartoons im watching (instead of just Saturday and sundays).. nih semua astro punyee pasalllllllllllllll.... isma what haf you done to mee???? nyeh nyeh nyehh...

u fren here is one nickolodean freakkkkk... with spongebob, sandy & patrick, ickis, oblina & krumm, jimmy, tommy, chucky, lil, phil & dil, otto & reggie... omigod i can go on and on and on..

alamak.. acually i forgot what actually i wanted to say or conclude.. anyways.. i gtg.. and since i'll be back in the ofis tomorrow it will be a pretty bit hard to do blogging (alasan :P).. my temporary (hopefully) workplace is sooOooo very opennnn! u know pusing kanan ader orang, pusing belakang ader orang.. hehhehe

till then

cau cincau

its a beautiful sunday morning..

morning beautiful ppl of the world :))

heheh i know i know its a sunday morning.. just got back from my routine sunday morning activity (hehehhe.. i cant run from this since hanna dah cakap she's gonna crash down my door if i don wake up or gif excuses.. :P)

dot is still asleep in the comfort of my bed.. heheh.. actually i need to get out of this (ehem ehem new) couch (isma baru beli :))) and mandi to get ready to go out kejap.. i bet by the time i balik whiich i hope by noon nanti si dot sure one tak bangun lagii...

anyways.. i was 'in' the house yesterday.. didnt do anything.. tv.eat sleep.. did a tiny bit of work..tv.tv and tv and tv means cartoons the whole 24 hours.. heheh minus the few hours for akademi fantasia's concert.. well to tell the truth.. not so into that concert.. bosan.. too goody goody.. tapi the thing is kwang kwang.,.. i did tgk sampai abis... ni semua isma punyer pasal.. hehhe

i gtg. i was online nih pun nk check my bank balance.. *sigh* its sooOOoo tinggal sikit.. uhuk uhuk...

ok till then

cau cincau

tuesday blues..

hiiii..

i haf 10minits before it stikes 2 oclock meaning the end of my lunchtime a.k.a break.. wahhahahaha.. yeah as if i care.. but being me.. i am a very responsible and honest person/employee/friend/sister/daughter.. ape2 je laa :))

btw im hafing a writers block.. seriously i doo.. i got this one proposal to finish and i keep on getting stuck.. the ideas are coming one by one whereas i prefer them coming at one go non-stop.. u know.. flowing ideas.. *sigh*

i hope this new CD of mine helps - R&B Da Remixes.. of course i bought a pirated one.. heheh.. inspector sa'ab please dont arrest me :P im in the process of ripping it.. sooOOoo till then i'll be a bit bz...

okeh gtg

i can sense an array of ideas is coming this way..

do haf a nice week ahead of ya..

cau cincau

antusemut:

france! france! france!

a very late update on 29/6/04:

aaarghhhhhhhhhhh.. wot happened??!!! :( btw for anybody who are clueless..ceewah to wat im talking about, the french(s) were beaten by the greeks by a goal (0-1)!! it might be because i'd fallen asleep during second half and that i didnt get to cheer for Honry *sigh*

wasnot up at 230 but antusemut is still veryyy sleepy this morning..

good morning beautiful ppl of the world..

im angry.. theTV was watching me again during 'the' game.. :( but was dead-tired after watching Chronicles of Riddick yesterday.. boy that movie sure is a sleeping beauty one and i think its somewhat funny.. wif the goggles.. and also checkout the ending.. watlaa..

anyways the 'mainest' reason why im blogging earrrrrrrly today is just to say:

beckhammm.. not again??!!!!!!!

hehehehe.. damn i missed that kick..

till then

cau cincau

im sooOOOoo lazyy..

hiyiiii..

it sure feels good if u pass an exam, although sipi-sipi (barely) passed, ain't it?? heheheh..

pre-exam
yeah my first ever exam after graduating (minus my driving test <-- this will be a different later story..heheh), i was scared to bits for a week before the exam... even got extra sleep (time allocated for studying was filled wif sleeping!).. and experienced sleeping with the notebook for one whole straight week.. heehhe.. well thats me.. i did tried to study earrrrrrly.. u name it bebeh.. during office hours -- tried it every single day.. FAILED(!) too many distractions, one of them is the internet, at home after office hours -- the TV and of course the bed and pillows...

theExam
was shivering like crazy the morning of the-day.. was sooOOOoo scared that i had my 'beach' slippers on to the exam center and 1 1/2 hrs early!.. hehehh.. while taking the exam my mind was already wandering and made plans:

1. next time im defintely gonna study and prepare much much earlier
2. i think i better take leave a day before the exam - to studyy hopefully
3. i'll defintely pass on my re-take exam...
4. i'm gonna fail..uwaaaAAAa
5. ther goes my 200ringgit..

eventually all plans is no more except #1..ceewahhh..

post-exam
rest..rest..and rest like thers no more exams.. hehheheh.. thanks to my lovely sister who had belanja-ed her broke sister.. after i told her i cant celebrate because i only haf 30ringgit left in my wallet.. huahuahuahua.. yeah i think i shud add a #6 plan: spend less, earn more!.. :P its okay now.. my mom came to the rescue.. though i was quite relunctant to accept.. yeah boo hoo me.. like my sister point blank said .. "don't make me muntah" or something like that.. hehehehe

btw Around the World in 80 days is... hmmm.. hillariouss... hihihihihihihi.. bes gilerrrrr.. go and watch it now!!

so now.. actually mactuallynye i was about to (before i saw the b for bloggar icon.. darn) start studying for my next paper which is in 2 weeks time.. wellllllll.. that seems to be a loooong way to gooOOo.. hehehhehe.. fyi i got 4 more papers.. *sigh* so shud i start studying now. oh mann .. somebody help meeeEEee.. nyeh nyeh nyeh.. but ive never studied 2 weeks earlier for any exams even for my finals... and then again france is playing today against swiss.. think wisely yong.. think think think..

wellllllllllll.. im still thinking.. it might take some time..

till then

cau cincau

france vs england

it takes a great team to produce a great finale...

- sports commentator at the end of the match -

to watch david beckham miss a penalty shot LIVE on tv --> priceless

- antusemut :P-

agent antusemut??

hiyiiii frens..

im back in the comfort of my notebook.. hehehhe

just now i 'hanged' out wif my sister and sekejap with my brother (and his getting-on-my-nerve-today gf) for a so-called my birthday celebration..NOT!! heheh macam normal outing je..

anyways.. i felt like an agent today.. my brother's agent.. he has signed up for two tournament already.. thanks to me and dot..hehehhe.. my brother nih is a football freak.. be it playing the real game, watching the game or the eGame... so seeing his potential..so he says laa.. we urged him to enter.. so he'll be competing in some tourny at Sunway Pyramid.. i believe in conjunction with euro2004..

the first one will be tomorrow.. and the next one will be next week.

for further details.. go to Sunway Pyramid.. hehehhe..

*sigh* mannn im still thinking bout how it sucks to go to the office on weekends. but as a matter of fact i'm going tomorrow.. i HAVE TO! the place i was tumpanging for the past one week is not yet (back) in order.. the owner is coming back this monday.. aaarghh.. malasnyeee.. actually ive made mahself really extremely comfy.. i activated an extra port.. my phone is up and most importantly ive even setup my PC.. now all of that has to go :( malas malas..

enuf of the babbling.. i gtg.. need to get ready for the first euro2004 match.. kwang kwang kwang.. am i kiddin mahself.. better i get my beauty sleep.. okay okay... i mightt haf a peek of figo kejap.. then i go to sleep.. heheh

till then

cau cincau

hi ther

hi frens.. jus got in the ofis. had a workshop in the morning and now back in the ofis im already sleeeppyyyyyyyyyyyy.. :P

anyways just read this fwded eMail i got.. (and its time to share..)

hehehhehe

haf a nice weekend frens

cau cincau

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LIVING IN 2004

You know you're living in 2004 when...

1. You accidentally enter your password on the microwave.

2. You haven't played solitaire with real cards in years.

3. You have a list of 15 phone numbers to reach your family of 3.

4. You e-mail your mate who works at the desk next to you.

5. Your reason for not staying in touch with friends is that they do not have e-mail addresses.

6. When you go home after a long day at work you still answer the phone in a business manner.

7. When you make phone calls from home, you accidentally dial "0" or "9" to get an outside line.

8. You've sat at the same desk for four years and worked for three different companies.

10. You learn about your redundancy on the 11 o'clock news.

11. Your boss doesn't have the ability to do your job.

12. Contractors out number permanent staff and are more likely to get long-service awards.

AND THE REAL CLINCHERS ARE...

13. You read this entire list, and kept nodding and smiling.

14. As you read this list, you think about forwarding it to your "friends".

15. You got this email from a friend that never talks to you anymore, except to send you jokes from the net.

16. You are too busy to notice there was no No. 9.

17. You actually scrolled back up to check that there wasn't a No.9.

18. And now you are laughing at yourself!

i have passed the quater century year-old group.. *sob* *sob*

in short its my birthday todayy... :))

semoga saya panjang umur dan murah rezeki.. aminn

thanks for aaaAAAalll the wishes from frens and family.. terharu terharu.. ceewahhh..

till then i gtg

cau cincau

shitttttttttttt...

baru je sat ni tadi guess what song i was humming (out of the blue okay.. ):

Pulangkan by Misha Omar

u haf no idea what im talking about?? well lemme tell you, that is the theme (agaknyela) song for the movie Pontianak Harum Sundal Malam

???? hehhe maafkan saya kengkawan, i think the song was playing on the radio kot.. somebody here has a radio.. manela aku tau.. only used to listening to mp3s in the office..

see i told ya i got a pretty big imagination.. hehheheh..

and then again i guess i started humming mase i was int the mist of looking up for hoobastank's The Reaons's mp3.. shitttt.. as im typing this the song is also on air.. walah wei.. deja vu.. kwang kwang kwang..

okeh i gtg.. serius blogging is distracting me from my thinking mind..

*sigh*

cau cincau