Tuesday, January 18, 2005

as i was starting my day today.. in between

VVORKING

and blog hopping, i stumbled upon this at judd's and eventually found out that im actually 23!! hehehhe





You Are 23 Years Old



23





Under 12: You are a kid at heart. You still have an optimistic life view - and you look at the world with awe.

13-19: You are a teenager at heart. You question authority and are still trying to find your place in this world.

20-29: You are a twentysomething at heart. You feel excited about what's to come... love, work, and new experiences.

30-39: You are a thirtysomething at heart. You've had a taste of success and true love, but you want more!

40+: You are a mature adult. You've been through most of the ups and downs of life already. Now you get to sit back and relax.



Monday, January 17, 2005

a post (supposedly) before lunch..



aarghhhhh malas tahap maxmimum..

monday blues smoose..

im still soooOOOo fockin' tired..

aaahh what a weekend..

and some more the 2 s's won - Singapore and Spider.. yeehaaaaaa!!!!

finally got the car back.. it looks and sounded ok and a bit kotor *sigh* but since tukar engine, had to refill the aircon gas sendiri!.. and i thot when ur car is in the workshop they will check and fix everythingg!!!! boy i was wrong.. hhmpth.. so was drivin back to KL from Pedas dlm keaddan panas and some more ader berjuta juta lori and buses on the road.. and some more dot is complaining im driving soo veryy veryy slow (i was not! was just being precautious hehhehe)... thnks bebeh for the help and being a good sister :))

by yesterday the aircon was up and running.. cost me another 50 for the gas, another 10 for some minyak (this is bcos of a loose screw which caused a small but loud explosion) and another 20 for my missing petrol container cap.. aarghhhhhhhhh... manayknye duit aku terbang in just a few days.. takpe takpe... insyaAllah ader hikmahnye behind all this.. aaminnn..

as for the house hunt.. so far so good.. now im just waiting for me dad to deposit the deposit money.. pinjam!!

as of yesterday, we have setteld on one near the mutiara/kota damansara area nun.. we like like.. donno la if thers a change of option by petng nihh.. we'll see.. actually thers one place which me and my bro likesd.. very very like - riana green and guess wat, the rent is around 2k and up.. hahahaha.. so much for trying and wanting.. berangan bleh laa.. gaga

gtg its lunch time and boy i'm hungryy :P

psstt: the shushis at the giant (puchong) shushi bar sedap gilerrr!!!!! and murah too!!! sedapnmyeeeeeeeeeeee!!!!!

till then
cau cincau

Friday, January 14, 2005

its friday night but..


hi frens!!!

guess wot??!! its 11pm on a friday night and im still at the ofis.. yipeeeeeEEEeeee!!!!

thats a norm i guess in the IT world.. even Isma - a veryyyy good programmer psst psst .net stuff is still in the ofis yg jauh nun di kertehh.. hehhe.. but i bet shes taking a break kat mcD skarang nih since shes not rplying my ym msg :P

the activity actually starts sometime after 1130 and midnight.. abis?? wallahualam..
hopefully everything goes well tonight..

this is the third time.. the first one, i was in the ofis but fell sound asleep at my place.. hehehhe.. they did the backup quite late so i decided to take a nap first which apparently lasted for a few hours.. by the time i woke up, i was soo dead tired and they still hafnt started.. went back home around subuh.. and managed to not come back as promised petang tuuh.. bad yong bad..

last week pulakk.. i was ssooooOOooo tired after the melaka ordeal, i just couldnt come.. alasan ehh

so this week, as in now, here I amm.. :))

the other team is on their way to bangi.. tonight thats wher the real activity is since the server is ther.. *sigh* so im actually here on standby.. ill be just seeing watever theyre doing remotelyy.. okla tuuu...

and i didnt have to shiver alone in the ofis long.. by 930 i was already up in the ofis and no one was around, but by 10something Jagat came to initiate the backup and wait for bahar to pick him up.. 15minits before 11 he was off.. and i was alone.. shivered a bit.. but before my mind managed to wander arounddd.. in came kaustav.. hehhehe.. so im saved.. alhamdulillahhh...

i gtg.. need to save energy.. im planning to complete some tasks in between the activity (and hopefully before i ter'doze' off!!).. and tomorrow pulak ill be going to pedas to pickup the car and on sundayy pulak to continue my house hunting .. penaatttttt..

btw hi CC aka nana banana.. hopefully ur reading this.. a'ah im looking for a house.. and i cant reply ur sms sbb my phone is barred already :P.. kalau sempat nanti aku tepon ko!!

till then
haf a nice weekend everyone

cau cincau

Tuesday, January 11, 2005

ape nak jadi nih??!!!

ape nak jadi nih??!!!

dang!! mite as well make it a double dang!!

i just found out that khalid jamlus will no longer be playing for perak next season..

marah betul aku.. wat a betrayal.. and of all the negeri, he had to choose Selangor.. watthe..??!!!!

apenih.. bile dah terer je, pindah!! cehhh..

tapi nampaknye memang sahla Perak is the (production) centre of veryy good bolasepak players... im proud of you Perak.. ceewahh..

kejor yop kejor..

go here if you want to checkout Perak's player.. even the betrayer is still potrayed ther.. hmpptss...


btw i read this one article from docs blog. since i think its somewhat inline with the topic of my posting today, might as well i share it also.. see below..

till then
cau cincau

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Friday, Jan 7 - A seven year old boy from Klang was at the center of a Magistrate courtroom drama Friday morning when he challenged a court ruling over who should have custody of him.

The boy has a history of being beaten by his parents, so the judge awarded custody to his aunt. The boy,however, stated that his aunt beat him more than his parents and refused to live there.

Therefore, the judge suggested that he live with his grandparents, the boy cried out that they beat himmore than anyone. In an unprecedented move, the judged ramatically allowed the boy to choose who should have custody of him.

Custody was finally granted to the Malaysian national football team this morning as the boy firmly believes that they are not capable of beating anyone.

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hehehe :P
just inline but has no reflection (at all) to the Perak squad!!!

Monday, January 10, 2005

new year! new resolutions!

new year! new resolutions!

hi there.. :))

its 2005 already!!!

and yeah i know.. ive been disconnected from the blogging world sekejap.. i did tried to blog last week.. but it ended up being unfinished and unpublished.. :P ive attached it at the end anyway..

as advised by si fariz i do need to change the layout.. it is sooOOoo sooOOo yesterdayy.. heheh.. actually i meant to change it since last year lagii. but noOOoo time.. *sigh* anybody out there wants to help me revamp this blog for free?? buzz me.. im no cerewet.. even the default ones by blogger is good enough for me.. just need some minor and additional bit more changes.. heheh..

macam2 actually happened for the past two weeks..

after the trip to Perak, i was sent to Melaka for a 1 1/2 day kerja..

although this was rather a short trip but i managed 'succesfully' to get my car towed into a workshop..in Pedas!!!

*sob* *sob* to cut a long story short, due to my carelessness (air kering tahap sifar!!), the engine had to be changed.. something somehting burnt and the piston(s) were badly scratched.. yeah it wsnt me who was behind the wheels at the time of the incident.. and i do hate to accuse.. what to doo.. insyaAllah ader hikmahnye behind all this..

but uwaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.. i learnt the hard way.,. and with a cost..

btw the car is still in the workshop. they promised me it will be ready by last Friday.. but its not.. so i'm gonna pester them some more later..

i hope i dont get cheated..

and so far.. ive been very calm about this.. bravo yong bravo. :P the more i think the more it'll make me go crazy.. so i stopped thinking (about this).. only broke down once.. no thanks to dot.. heheh tapi itupun just for a mere berape minit je..

*sigh*

macam-macam..

besides pening kepala pasal kerete (heheh not really.. NOT until i make the payment i think), i have to find a place to stay ASAP.. am moving out (or rather have to) by the end of this month.. and still hafnt decided on where to stay..

did some hunting yesterday with my brother.. managed to cover PJ, Taman Desa, Pandan, Bukit Jalil, those Damansara places and finally Kelana Jaya.. by petang.. dah pening pening lalat dah.. imagine.. hafing to consider a place where it is easy accessible to KLCC and PJ (for the brother) and we want somewhere cheap but must be nice lookingggg to the eyes inside and
outside.. hehhe.. susahhhhhhh i tell you..

so far ader satu that i liked.. in Taman Desa.. but thinking on the condition of how i drive.. i think i might have to rethink.. hehhe..

do tell me if anybody has any suggestions..

all we want are as follows:
-unit in good condition
-the whole condo itself must be in good condition (at least cosmetically on the outside)
-at least 3 rooms and 2 bathrooms-near public transport or lrt (bonus)
-walking distance to tmpt makan and mini market
-and MOST IMPORTANTLY rental must be less than/or 850

ada ka?? buzz me segeraa.. tq!!

gtg..
am going off.
now im back to hailing a taxi utk pergi/balik to/from lrt station..
malas betul :P
and somemore my housemates takde pulak nih.. boringgg.. ceewahhhh..sorang kat kerteh..hope shes enjoying herself and the other kat acheh..

which leaves antusemut alone.. tengok spongebob sorang2.. boring.. but what to do.. i dont haf a husband (i hope yet.. :P) to go home too..

till then
cau cincau

-------------this was for last last weekend -----------------------------
4 January 2005

i feel sick.

but i had a grrrrrrrrrrreat weekend..

i know i shudnt haf been bersuka ria-ing inspite of the big disaster the world just had.. but.. well.. darnn.. watever reasons im giving.. it will still come out as excuses..

anyhoo..

last week i was sent back to me hommies for work.. of course i chose to stay at home..it took me only less than 10minites to arrive at the site office (from ayer tawar).. and that because i was driving veryyyyyyy slowly due to the many scary looking lorries.. anyways.. by 730 i was normally home.. and of course dinner is readied.. hehehhe.. life sure is good eh... but
minus the entertainment.. my routine last week was to wake up-mandi-breakfast-pi kerja-balik kerja-dinner-tengok tv-baca buku citer-tidur!!

hehehhe

actually by saturday(new year) i was already in KL..
but on Sunday i was back in Perak..

but this time i was in Bukit Merah Lakewotn resort..

hehhe... last time i think i did vowed to get on all the slides.. welllllllll... :P we did come and we did conquered.. except for one!!! the boomerang ride.. it looks so fockin' scaryyyyyyy... we even screamed together gether with this one guy who was at that time going down it.. and also we manage to conclude.. girls express their feeling especially when they are scared (by
screaming) but when it comes to guys.. no matter how scared they are.. they will and will hide it.
. hehehe.. im not sure if thats true..

oh and it really is a small world.. as we were going to the wave pool, surprise surprise..

cont.

...we bumped into an ooooOOld veryy oold frenn whom i haf not met i think since after form three.. satu skolah menengahh.. me being the rabun one.. actually went past her when she called out.. "eh yong" and my first reaction was.. shaiittt.. macamane boleh jumpe orang kenal ari isnin nih!! hehhe if only i had my glasses on or even if i had brought along my powered goggles..
i could have seen her more clearer.. hehehhe..

pssst: gaban! kitaorg jumpe ayin.. heh tu la taknak ikut lagi!!

one thing for sure.. not matter how many pounds i put on (or keep putting on) or how ridiculous i look with a swimming cap on (my favorite one got lost in one of those sangat keruh pool in A'Famosa waterpark), good frens can still recognize me.. darnn.. heheheh

i cant keep remember what else i wanted to tell.. but this will do to cover the missing entries..heheh

till then..
cau cincau





Thursday, December 23, 2004

the phantom and antusemut...

the phantom and antusemut...

everybodyyyyyyy take cover!!!!!

heheh my angin kus kus is back! yeah as usual im blaming it on PMS.. which is is..

anyways..

im in a nostalgic mood right now.. hehehehe..im listening to my new ehem ehem love songs CD..

huahuhaua.. i cant believe it mahself either.. i only noticed bout the love songs when my bos looked at the CD casing and said 'wahh love songs'..

i 'accidently' bought it yesterday..

i was happily browsing thru a rack of CDs which was stated 2 for 9.90.. and boy i was fooled.. it ws only for the top rack... tipuuuuuuuuuuuuuu giler.. anyway as i was about to pay for the CDs which i initailly still want at 9.90 per CD, this song - Nothing's gonna stop us know (of course at that time i dont even remeber the title) was playing in the background.. I paused sikijap and then only it hit me.. heyyyyyyy this is from the mannequin movie!! which was introduced to me by si gaban.. and memories mase kat skolah came flooding back.. ceewahh... now im 47 rinngit poorer with only 1 set of CD.. darnn.. not good for an avid supporter of pirated CDs... aaarghhhhhh..

and before that MPH succesfully made me even more poorer.. this on the first day of payday!!! i wanted to get a book for a fren.. and ended with another two for me self.. now I have two RM5 vouchers which can get me only a quarter of a book for free.. anybody wants to donate their vouchers?? :)) *sigh* I do have a weakness when it comes to buying books.... lomah lomahh.. and one of the new book - Dan Brown's Deception Point even made me missed my KLCC stop.. luckily only terlajak sampai Ampang Park.. hehehhe..

actually, the truth is all that money spending resulted from me hafing to wait for the standby tickets for the 845 pm show for Phantom of the Opera.. since 6pm!

i was rather sceptic when mimi ajak tengok.. i even forgotten that i actually liked the phantom of the opera song..

but wot can I say..

it was worth the waitin' and queuin'!!!!

i cant believe im saying this but i really like like like the movie!!

aishah whom we were celebrating, birthday.. even asked at the start of the movie.. "nih nyanyi nyanyi je ke.. takde cakap cakap ke" heheheh... aishah aishah.. ceewah.. :P hope you enjoyed the movie cos i sure did..

so go everyone and watch it!!

and for once if you guys must know, (for this kind of movie) I didn't even doze off.. not even a single sleepiness in my blood at that time.. surprising eh.. i still cried though.. cant help it.. it was a sad part.. :P

till then
cau cincau

Wednesday, December 22, 2004

helppppppp!!!

cow meng ngaaaaaaaa..

aiyoo aiyoooo.im sooOOo bloody bored right now.. my mind cant think.. *sigh* i think its jammed somewher... gileerrrr...

im no programmer.. but lately ive been playing around with codings.. but.. well in my case, its called..scripts.. so im palying around with the scripts.. scripting.. scripter...
and failing miserably..

aarghhhhhhhhhhhhh..

it sure gives me headachess..

at night..
if im not dreaming about treasure hunting, then i'll definitely be dreaming bout this scripts..
soo damn tiring i tell ya..

arghhhhhhhhhhhh

now for my own self personal record :P, lets summarize wat 'interesting' things ive done over the past last weekends, *gaban take note: i wsnt lying :P

1. first weekend - my cousin (of the same age mind you.. *sob* *sob*) got married in Ipoh.. she looked veryyyy lovely but i was very dressed down.. hahhahahaha actually more of being out of place.. I felt like hiding under the big table.. no shining shining..i didnt even bring any baju kurungs.. of course my muther freaked out.. :P what to do.. my mistake..tak cukup bawak baju to be picked out by mumsie dearest...

2. 2nd weekend - cari makan treasure hunt, kl- melaka.. *sob* *sob* we lost... again.. this time.. terribly.. since we didnt win anything, we made up for it by stopping by the next day at the A'Famosa Water World... although our wallets burnt even deeper, we had a ggrrrreeeattttttttt time... best bestt.. the slides were scaryyyy... i think my size made the way down evennnnnnnnnn faster.. scarier.. rase macam nak tercampak keluar especially at the bends... heheheh.. considering the fact i went with dot, leman and my brother... hmphh.. semua kicik kicik..

this coming new year im going to BUkit Merah Laketown resort pulakk.. hahahahah..can't wait to go down the slides that i missed during the last visit.. yeehaaaaaaaaaaaa..

darnnn im alreay in my holiday spirit mood... :))

3. last weekend - another cousin kawin pulakk (also of the same age but exception case since he's a he) .. haiiiiii everyone seems to be rushing to get married these days.. heehehhe.. i would have toooo if i had the right calon.. (considering my unstopping climbing age) *sigh*

end of recap..

now where are the support guys when I need themmmmmm... aaaarghhhhhhhhhhh... ive been waiting for their reply mail since morning!!!!!!

i better go..
need to continue thinking..

cau cincau

Tuesday, December 21, 2004

its the end of the year....

its the end of the year....

i'm busyy, im lazyy and im definitely very lazyy..

yup those are my excuses for hafing paused sikijap my blogging activity..
plus i dont haf (yet) wbloggar on my newly but handed me down, better spec notebook :))

of course i haf soooOOoooo many things to ramble on.. but..

as i said earlier...

i'm busyy, im lazyy and im definitely very lazyy..

sooOooo haf a good holiday season everyone..

i'll restart my rambling next year.. i hope..

btw after a few years of not getting bebel-ed by me dad, i finally got one tadi.. *sigh* it sure feels tak best when you get tht at the age of 26+ :P

we story story some more later

saya mau pulang sekarang jugak..

till then
cau cincau

Thursday, December 02, 2004

antusemut sakit mata



hallooOOoo hallooOOo

anyone still in their raya mood?

....

aahhh just had lunch and now as im about to start my rambling today, i have a small piece of secret recipe's raspberry cheesecake nearby (for dessert)... :))
.....

im still suffering the aftereffect of watching a hindustani movie yesterday.. my eyes 'feel' bengkak.. and i cant seem to get it open wider.. i feel sick sick sick.. i was surprised dot didnt shed any tears.. or so she said laa.. i was busy being overly sensitive meself to even catch her eyes..

hmmm i used to like hindustan movies a lot back in my schooling years.. even in boarding school.. i remebered every saturday (or was it sunday) around 2pm there will always be a good hindustan movie on TV2.. and my favouritest actor at that time was sanjay dutt.. omigood he was the most handsomest hindi actor ive ever seen (at that time!) now of course i like hitrik roshan.. hehehhe

but my interest somewhat declined during university years.. my roommate was even more a fanatic of hindustan movies than moi! and somehow missing hindustan movies on the weekend was not that bad after all..

now in present day, i watch hindustan movies occasionally..

as for me sobbing uncontrollably yesterday.. wasnt a surprise to my already pathetic self.. (kena tipu dek.. errr indians) .. i knew it coming when i saw yash chopra's name.. heheheh

and my favoritest hindustan movie to date is still kabhi kushi kabhi gham.. i dont haf the movie cd but i hav the soundtrack.. original mind u.. and i still think kajol&shahrukh khan and hitirk&kareena kappor are the bestest onscreen couple..

aiyooo ive been yawning continuously since morning..

i guess i am tired.. last night i dreamt of being on a journey aboard a train to reach india's international railway station.. i told you i haf no sense of direction.. even in dreams i can get lost.. hehehhe

till then

haf a great weekend everyone..
ill be missing gabans open house this weekend :(
me and me siblings are going back to Perak.. not going back to ayer tawar though.. a cousin is getting married.. in Ipoh..

*sigh*

i dont haf anything good to wear... i hate this years baju raya.. and i dont think i can fit into my previous years baju.. not that i like them too.. i do like one.. but it has been overly used for kenduris and the bad part is that its black.. hehhe guess im mourning for me own slef.. :P

okeh frens

i gtg

cau cincau

Friday, November 26, 2004

antusemut n unreplied eMails (n senzaki)



aarghhh.. ive got tonnes of work to doooooooooooooo and yet i go back early..
i haf to.. i got some lessons to learn from dot.. *sigh* and plus i dont haf a notebook to bring home for the time being...

and that also means im late.. veryy veryy late at replying two good fren's eMail..

to the frens, im sorryyyyyyyyy im sorry i will i will sooooOooon... i know im not supposed to give any excuses but its the truthh.. tungguuuuu..

till then..

oh wait btw.. me n dot watched umizaru yesterday.. the storyline was okay but im still gifing it 2 thumbs up!! yes its a japanese movie *bling* *bling*.. hence the berat sebelah.. in brief its somewaht funny but a bit sedih.. of course i cried sikit.. but this time only half a bucket bcos the other half was wiped away (dried and auww mannn.. hhehe) by the hemsem and cute actors.. hint: Japanese Coast Guard ..nyeh nyeh nyehh.. at the start of the movie dot even asked me whether this is an 18sx movie or what... why?? you go and see laaa.. :P

<< umizaru's hero: Hideaki Ito pic --> later>>

gtg

haf a nice weekend everyone

cau cincau

<<< newly added >>>

somethigns wrong with my testing.. haf been at it since yesterday and at the same time some big-headed person is pissing me off.. the outcome.. a red-faced antusemut with smoke coming out of her ears.. aarghhhh!!

Wednesday, November 24, 2004

soundofmusic in the morning



grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr..

this particular tune has been in my head since morning..
wif slightly different lyrics..

hint: here we go round the mulberry bush song...

this is where i want to be,
i want to be,
i want to be,
this is where i want to be,
so early in the morning..


am i sick or what... hmm my forhead does feel a bit warm..
but do i really like coming to work (so early in the morning) that much??!!! reallyy??!!!

:P

im a bit lost today.. my notebook has been taken away for repairs.. since im not sure when ill be getting a new one.. i just opted to report the cracks.. and the conseuqences, they had to take it away .. major parts replacement *sob* *sob* i nearly panicked this morning seeing that its missing from my desk... hehhehe...

aarghhhh.. the guy just called.. apparently the spare part they have doesnot match mine.. so ill be kissing my notebook goodbye for 2-3 days.. thats wot they promised but i bet it'll take a week.. uwaaaaaaaaaAAaaa...

but heyy its been awhile since i used my PC anyways :P

so haf a nice day everyone

cau cincau

Monday, November 22, 2004

cuti sudah habis!!!



im back im back :))

im excited becos in a few minits time, dot will be picking me up.. thats means.. balik balik!! hehehe i hope she doesnt get lost again *sigh*

anyways u shud haf seen me this morning..

as usual im hafing my monday blues but this time its top with raya and holiday bluess.. :P
i dreaded coming to this office since yesterdayy.. no wait.. actually since raya.. heheh

actually i did drop by the office on Friday just to take my notebook power cable (yes i purposely left it in the office since i haf one at home but that too i forgot to bring along, so bascially i was notebook powerless since raya!...) and mann... the feeling of stepping into the office was worst.. seeing my colleagues working.. nyeh nyeh nyehhh..

darnn.. i thot i haf so many stories to tell... but then tetiba all excitement hilang pulak.. for no particular reason.. aisehhhh.. haf i lost my bloggers rambling skills... haf i? haf i? hmm good now i haf something to ponder upon..

ai yo yo..

i better go.. dots here

if it gets worst, ill just make up some interseting stories eh..

heheheh

cau cincau




Wednesday, November 10, 2004

27th day of puasa.. nak raya dahh!!!!



hi frennss!!!

di bulan yg mulia ini, ku susun sepuluh jari mohon maaf jika ada tersalah kata atau bahasa..
and tidak lupa diucapkan

SELAMAT HARI RAYA everyone!!!

and thx also for all the wishes :))

hmmm pejam celik pejam celik.. its nearing the end of bulan Ramadhan..

my 'raya' leave starts tomorrow until end of next week.. yeehhaaaaa :))
insyaAllah at this exact time tomorrow, i bet your fren here will be busy 'kemasing' rumahh.. aaarghhhhhh malasnyee.. last year managed to ditch that since me and my brother balik kampung terus the nite before raya.. hehehe

but this year..

my mom ader 2 days full tu kerah 3 org anak dia to do work.. :P

si dot dah tak senang duduk dah kat ofis tuu.. dia kata dia dah malas.. hehe takleh fokus.. ish ish bad dot bad..

well im more or less feel the same.. actually since monday.. hehehe except that i haf some work to do.. and my sir mr inick boss has postponed our supposed to be morning meeting to petang nih.. well he has less than 3 hours to do so.. if not.. he'll be meeting with the dust.. hahahha.. yeah i wanted to say makan habuk actually :P

okeh frens

do tak care
especially for those yg balik jauhhh..
as for me and me siblings..

perak!!! here we come.. gif way pls.. hehehe

till thenn
cau cincau

---------------a must add entry before i forget---------------

a warning to One Utama patrons!

a fren of dot got mugged there around 2 weeks ago..

she was in the ladies, when a nice ladyy pointed that her skirts is smudged (veryy dirtyy, looks like lipstick stain)... the lady even helped her to wash the skirt which took like nearly 1/2 an hour..

since the skirt is now wet, the 'nice' lady advised her to go get a new one and volunteered to lend her extra skirt (surprise surprise).. if i remebered clearly she went to FOS since tht was the nearest store. and she just grabbed the nearest pair she can and when she was about to pay at the counter..

woila.. upon opening her purse -- IT WAS EMPTYYYYYYYY!!!!

mine and dots conclusion.. musti kena pukau tuu.. wallahualam..

so just be careful eh..

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Tuesday, November 09, 2004

yeah i did it again..

i blew off.. big time!

im sobbing (veryy silentlyyyyyyyy) as im typing this..

ader cilaka who just pissed me off.. %$!#@%$#^!#@!&!!!

yeah i screamed at himm.... i cant help it.. he was getting on my nerves.. but it sure took a whole lot of my energyyy.. omgiod aku siap mencarut lagi depan dia..

and somebody had the nerve to ask me.. "why so nasty one.." of course aku mencarut balik but not sure dia dgr ke tak because my voice was already cracking.. :P

hehhehe.. okeh ive cooled off..

if someone were to call me know, my voice will definitely be as cool as nuthin ever happened... not sure bout the eyes though.. last time i checked it was still red and puffed.. yeah it looked uglyyyyyyyy..

okay

got to continue wif vorkk.. *sigh*

cau cincau

Monday, November 08, 2004

25th day of puasa


im soooOOOooo not in a good mood todayy..

i feel sick :(

and mannnnnn im also feeling super duper lazyy and sleepyy today (what else is new eh :P)

am sooOOOooo tired.. and defintely not hafing enough sleep :(

i 'ter'woke up in the middle of the night.. had some water and bammm i just couldnt continue my sleep.. normally i'll just get up and go watch some cartoons.. but last night.. tetiba i had so manyy wild and scary imagination.. can u imagine.. i even remebered a face from a fwdd email.. u kno the one for exapmple they give u two pictures to compare and find the diferences (so we thought la), u get so engrossed when suddenly a hiedous picture will suddenly appear.. yup that face was flashing thru my mind last night.. and i thought ive cleared that part of the cache already *rrrrrrrrrrrrrrr* scary scaryy..

hmmm my weekend started out slow.. did absolutely nothing (beneficial) on saturday.. just cartoons, cartoons, fasting, breakfasting and back to cartoons.. oh and i finally watched the green mile.. i think it was awesome!!

then came the much-awaited sunday which i beleive contirbuted to my fatigueness and soreness today !!!

yeszaaaaaaaaaa the 'buka puasa hunt'..

it was just me, dot and leman.. isk isk.. aishah had to pullout at the last hour.. she got gastrik (so i was told :P).. when we got the news, we called every possible friend that mite want to be a sub at the last minit.. of course everyone declined heheh when finally hanna agreed (happily mind you).. but isk isk at the veryyyyyyyyy last minint she had to cancel out due to some unrevealable cause..

so it was just the three of us.. three novice hunters.. on a suicide mission.. yes not forgetting one of 'em was sick and 'ah chooing' every 33 seconds!

the outcome??

*whispering* we olny managed to secure the 10th place..

<<10th place??!!>>

actually thats what we targetted and that was what we got.. dangg! we shud haf targetted at least the number 3 spot.. hhehehe

*weak voice* managed to get a hamper.. the thing is i dont quite dig hampers.. i want cash, cash or at least a prize each :P.. but its better than nothing eh..

btw im definitely NOT telling the total number of teams particiapted.. :P

yeahh we did quite bad.. our time mgmt failed on us (again) this time.. we got penaltied for that alright.. to show how bad it was, we only started to try solve the treasure riddles at the last 15 minits.. dot was surpirsingly good at this.. hehehe too bad we got one out of the 4 wrong.. then ther were a few that we hentamed (but based on logic and facts heheh) and luckily it was correct! i still think 4 heads are better than 3! aishah??!!!!!

hmm now i need to add yet another (to my already long list of) ciri-ciri (to look for) in my future husband.. hehhe:

he must be willing to join any treasure hunts that im participating in watever condition he mite be in.. would be better if he has the whole encyclopedia in his head.. O_o

and

of course he mustnt be scared of insects, lizards and the kind!

:P

id better stop my ramblling.. and i still feel sick.. am sensing a bad headacjhe coming on the way :(
so a kudos to dot and leman who didnt backed out although feeling sick.. and to aishah..hopefully u can make it on a next treasure hunt adventure :))

till then

selamat berbuka everyone
cau cincau

wassalam




Wednesday, November 03, 2004

ya Allah ya tuhanku, rajinkanla hamba mu ini utk berkerja hari ini.. aaminn..

yeszaaa i feel soo lazyyy (and sleepy!) todayy.. ive got tonnes of things to do but everything seems soo slow.. and i definitely cant wait to go back and relax today :P

ive been eating a lot for berbuka since for the past few days.. so today im hafing the berbuka time all for mahself.. which means either i cook something just for meself or get it from the nearby stall.. this will be another split second decision.. so it all depends petang karang lah...

*sigh*

hihihihihihihihihihihihihihihi

i cant wait for this sunday to come..

yesszaaaaaaaaaaaaaa thers gonna be a treasure hunt.. weve registered but theyre gonna confirm im not sure when...


yes i know we're crazy.. joining a hunt during puasa time.. but. but.. it has been so longg.. ceewahhhh..

alamak i gtg

dot is here
she needs to pay her phone bill... hahahah padan muka... musti dah kena barred dah tuu

cau cincau everyone

selamat berbuka!






Tuesday, November 02, 2004

19th day of puasa



halloooOOOoo hallooOOoo

dont u just hate cicaks??

i dont just hate 'em, im scared of 'em tooo!! darnn ther goes the pahala of killing cicaks for me.. can somebody also confirm on this..

anyways, this morning while subconciously on the verge of doing 'my' small business, suddenly i heard a bedebuk sound.. u bet.. not far from me was the said cicak.. not moving.. i think the lampu kalimantang was too hot.. and the fall somewhat made it dizzy.. padan muka.. anyways i was quite surprised at mahself for not shrieking.. heheheh..

so what did i do??

of course i scrambled out for cover!!! i was even thinking of waiting for isma to get up.. and i complete forgot about her hafing the half day off.. but luckily i haf another housemate.. one veryyyyyyyy brave housemate.. heheh.. she was about to iron something when i forced her to help me.. and i seriusly wasnt expoecting her to poke the cicak using a hangar! so kudos to mimi!

*sigh*

i never was fond of cicaks.. mase kecik i was fed with the myth that the separated tail of a cicak (which is normally still moving) can easily get into your ear.. how spooky is that eh.. btw i still think its possible and true!

anyways i think it got worst during my boarding school years.. for form 2-4 students, you get the top bunk.. grrrrrrrrr..imagine you lying down on ur bed and then suddenly a cicak falls on you (since the distance from the ceiling and u is not that far at all).. no wonder i never get enough sleep during those years.. and if ur lucky enough you might see these cicaks coruting and mating.. up close and personal.. hehheh

okeh mah frens

i gtg

selamat berbuka
cau cincau

Monday, November 01, 2004

18th day of puasa already



aaarghhhhhhhhhhh

i hate taking the lrt i hate i hate i hated it

actually i hate the smelly people
lately my nose has been overly sensitive and can smell a not nice smell from over 15 yards away..
i guess so that i can be ready.. but the damage has been done..

it will continue to linger in my nose until i smell a different scent..

*sigh*

ill give u this mornings example..

somebody actually smelt of kambing.. i mean mcm daging kambing.. can u imagine... busuk giler..

aaaaaaaarghhhh

busuk busuk.. and that mah fren i encountered while getting out of the lrt.. :( and no i wasnt pushing around.. i prefer to go out the last.. but.. kena jugak! *sigh*

mannn, pshycologically i (think) i am disturbed!

ther was a scene in white chick (hint: toilet scene!) which i somehow imagined the smell.. i nearly barfed.. >< uweek!

see even thinking about the smell can make me sick and green..

.....


:))

hehehhe i told u i was wangiii.. besides my already wangi au natural odour :P today im testing out empirio armani's elle/she parfum.. dot got the sample when she bought her NOA parfum.. and one of my colleeague actually noticed i cahnged parfum.. bagus.. but actuallyh i dont quite like this scent.. its somewhat makes me dizzy :P

selamat berpuasa and selamat berbuka everyone

cau cincau

wassalam

Wednesday, October 27, 2004

13th day of puasa



isk isk iskk
i can play the y!pp game no more!!
the trial session has expired :(

but dont fret dont sweat
(apart from the thought of subscribing it after raya..)

antusemut has a new puzzle to indulge in :))

go here!

until i get a least a score of 126 then and only then will i stop and look for other puzzles..
(if u may want to know: the highest so far i managed to get was only 118 grrrrrrrrrrrrrrr!!)

good luck to u too!

selamat berbuka everyone
cau cincau

wassalam





Tuesday, October 26, 2004

12th day of puasa



*sigh*

im hafing color coordinations problem today...

but had to made do since i was already late this morning *sigh*

anyways..

i watched exorcist: the beginning yesterday!! yesszaaaaaaaaaa.. me the scaredy cat who had vowed never to watch any scary move.. went on and watched it successfully.. hhehehehe

welllll..
it wasnt that scaryyy..
only towards the end...
which i obviously avoid ..
but the sound the so called evil spirit made was eerie enough okay!

of course i had nghtmares last night..

i reached home around 8 after berbuka.. (i watched the movie during daylight time.. heheheh)
anyways by 10 i was already sleepy
remembered mumbling something to isma and the rest was a blackout for me

which means
i didnt basuh my kaki
and i dont think i managed to even read the 3x surah al-ikhlas

......
it started with me waking up late for some maths exam
and obviously i hafnt finished studying..
while still going thru the notes, then somehow the car (:P) i was in broke down
arrived late at the exam hall
and ended up not answering 10 or so questions!!!

giler takut dah tuuuu!!

well it didnt stop ther

it continued on for the next days exam - biology
(and here i hated biology)
i remembered waking up again(still in the dream) late for an exam
and i was like shivering figurously
because this time i ddint just not studied (not a surprise here tho).. but i did not even try the sample questions like i always do o_O
i nearly freaked out...
.......
luckily was saved by the alarm..

i know i know... its far from scary for some of u out ther.. but (for me) that dream was a nightmare thank you!!