OMFG!!!!!!!!

im so stressed right now.
my body hurts (smlm jatuh basikal mcm superman)
and paling penting im hungry!!!!

my bos is supposed to get his bos' signature and asked me to wait, be on standby in case got question. so i waited, waited, waited some more and still waited (since lunchtime!!) and now im not sure if he wanted me to get the signature sendiri ke apa

seriusly im pissed.
yes my boss is cool, so ppl say
but its drviing me crazyyy!!!
we're not on the same wavelength
he's hard to talk to always in meeting and it doesnt help of me hating to be in the new building!!!!

this is all i can do
^$(*$)@&$)&@_$*!@+_@)(+)@ $+$(@+$@(+$_@*$@+*@

there
i feel much better

Update: my boss is not bad. I just need to take it easy :)

I am not a biatch, am i??

ok ok i am a mean person..

i shud have just done what my boss ask me to do kan..

yes im doing it or ill do it but i cant help it (nak question and marah), can i hehehe

tadi after lunch (after my blogspot)

i was giving my cynical remark again to my boss

then he answered "sukati kau la"

ooOOOooo

but instead of feeling mad or nk carik gaduh balik (like i always do)

i actually find it amusing hehehe

yeah im weird

blogging does help

blog i missed you

from now onwards i will try and write/rant everyday

saya akan coba kalau tak rasa M.A.L.A.S :P

its 5!!

kita pulang duluuu

cau cincau

pic: @redang. i took the picture.

well helloo there

its been awhile kan..nothing interesting actually..

meant to post some holiday pictures dated back in October 2009 (yes exactly 1 year ago) tapi still M.A.L.A.S!!

so wat brings me back today, you ask?!!

saya tengah marahhh.. fuming.. siap asap keluar telinga.. no better description.. api keluar dari mulut!! pffttt..

thats not new eh.. hehe

well normally ill update my facebook status (wahh ayat poyo) but the person related to the above is a fb friend isk isk

my so-called new boss is giving me someone else' work because the person who is supposed to do this is stressed and nk keluar from the team. well thats my suspicion laa.. because of the sudden he sent me an email asking for info and wants it by today whereas its never in my books. NEVER EVER. EVER. not that i cant do it. but still. WTF la kan. ive already got baggages from my previous team (to cut a logn story short ive actually moved to a new dept but guess wat the boss is the same and he said you buat dulu until....) have i ever complained. HELL YES i always complain but i always get things done. you know mulut bercakap but tangan still berjalan.

wahhhh

im talking rubbish, am i not.

just need a place to vent this out.

btw gambar kat atas tu is TJ masa tengah banyak bulu...

saya sangat gelojoh.. in a good way

haiyoooooOOOoo
i am such a gelojoh person isk isk
ive ordered something online last week
ive been surveying for it for quite sometime.
and everywher i see asyik out of stock je.
so when i found one that is available and can be shipped worldwide.. apalagi.. saya jadi gelojoh
and made two, yes i repeat two stupid mistakes!!!

1. i accidentally charged my credit card twice! bangang kan isk isk harus gue panik. i immediately called the bank and they said both transaction went through and there;s nothing they can do and advised me to call the merchant and get the merchant to cancel/reverse the payment. gugur jantung sat but i managed to call the merchant. rupe2nya they are based in malaysia hehe merchant sangat bagus. fast response/action. sila check them out: http://www.ipmart.com hmm but all this while i thought if we call the bank fast enough they should be able to cancel transactions, no?

2. Next, ever since payment was confirmed (and second payment cancelled hehe) ive been checking the shipping status everyday and every hour for the past 4days and when today, i got the notification that it has been shipped with a given tracking number, only then i noticed address macam incomplete. it turned out instead of putting the address at the address fieled, i had put it under company name which will not be on the parcel..

so the address visible on the parcel is just:
antusemut <-- nama sebenar dirahsiakan
KLCC, 50088, KUALA LUMPUR, WILAYAH PERSEKUTUAN Malaysia

how how how???

T__________________T

stupid kan..
dah la tak sabar nk tunggu parcel sampai kan
told you i was gelojoh isk isk

well ive called fedex, hopefully my parcel will not be 'lost in translation' isk isk
i need it for the coming cuti cuti o_O

till then,
ill be back <-- once my parcel arrives

cau cincau

opah sakit

isk isk
opah is in hospital
she had a mild stroke
on the surface she looks much better as compared to the past one week :)
alhamdulliah boleh talk and can eat
but still needs to be observered.

anyways, what i want to highlight here is our (especially me) ignorance!
the sign was all there - the numbness, slurring, sakit kepala....

actually she had a fall on thursday, got admitted to emergency room @hospital sungai buloh (we actually preferred hospital selayang but they said sg buloh is nearer for the ambulance). after they did some checking opah later got discharged in the afternoon lepas doktor said no problem. they didnt even bother to tell or brief me of anything. just simply get one of the nurses to tell "dah boleh discharge skarang". when asked tak boleh warded ke for observation, straight away said katil penuh. wat an ass. gave opah panadols and some pills to get her swelling subside (she fell flat on the face).

so in between friday, saturday and sunday - opah on/off kejap ok kejap tak ok. once bagi makan she'll be ok (can walk with help to the bathroom). bile tak ok - she'll be like very weak and tak larat makan and even go to the bathroom. in between ada at parts she was talking nonsense yg tak difahami (so we thought)

fast forward to sunday.

noon - she said her mouth is kebas and badan sakit. but i brushed it off saying it was because she chewed on the plum too long (well she was chewing lama sbb susah nk lumat). by sleep time, she seems OK. then at 3am she called me cakap lapar and wanted rice. Masa ni nampak fragile. but she still managed to makan insisted nk suap sendiri and bangun untuk pegi toilet. then at 530 she woke me up again. panggil. and i asked kenapa (from my bed - bilik dekat and my door is always ajar), she said "saja". but i woke up anyways. when asked asked again, she was slurring, but she kept on repeating the same sentence yang tak difahami. i went back to bed tapi still rasa tak sedap so i went back and asked again - she slurred some more mcm berborak eventually i pun pegi tidur baliklah.

ina came and woke me up at 630am.
masa ni opah was sleeping soundly sampai kejut pun taknak bangun.
yes, she was breathing and siap berdengkur softly and rasanya ada at one point dia even menguap. by the time we went off to work at 8am, still opah mcm tidur nyenyak. we tried a few times, but we didnt use any force to wake up her up and just left the food at her side.

leman came back to check on her around noon and still opah was sleeping.
paniced and decided to get a house call doctor. doctor juliet from poliklinik gomez kota damansara came with a nurse. advised to bring to the hospital and helped bringing opah to the car and also called to check with the hospital.

we rushed straight to hospital selayang from the office.
by that time opah is already awake and talking. her sugar level was very very low masa sampai isk isk. but when i checked witht he doctor, she said warded or not still depends on the brainscan result. they did suspected stroke. since the result is between 2-4 hours we headed back to get stuff in case opah admitted.

by the time sampai hospital, opah was already sent to the ward and doctor confirmed she had a mid stroke.

as of last night she sounds much much better. can talk and eat and nampak sgt restless hehe.
this morning we called pun she was asking apsal tak sampai lagi isk isk cucu opah kerja :(
we'll be checking on her after work.

hopefully she recovers fast and insyaAllah dipanjangkan umurnya lagi hingga ke anak cicit :)) aamin.

NOW DO TAKE SOMETIME TO READ AND TAKE WHATEVER NOTES ON STROKE, THE SYMPTOM & WHAT TO DO

http://www.medicinenet.com/stroke/article.htm

some of the info taken from the above site:

Five major signs of stroke:

• Sudden numbness or weakness of the face, arm or leg, especially on one side of the body. The loss of voluntary movement and/or sensation may be complete or partial. There may also be an associated tingling sensation in the affected area.
• Sudden confusion or trouble speaking or understanding. Sometimes weakness in the muscles of the face can cause drooling.
• Sudden trouble seeing in one or both eyes
• Sudden trouble walking, dizziness, loss of balance or coordination
• Sudden, severe headache with no known cause

Three commands may be used to assess whether a person may be experiencing a stroke. Lay persons can command a potential stroke victim to:

• Smile
• Raise both arms
• Speak a simple sentence