mata saya tgh bengkak :(
baru lepas nangis. dh berhenti but hati still menangis T_______________T

sgt memalukan
my boss was around mase emosi saya tgh tak stabil tadi
siap suara crack okay
cess
i cant believe i was betrayed by my ownslef
dah lama tak nangis kat ofis
hehehe
if u must know, last was like 6-7 years ago mase mula2 masuk keja
my (ex) boss buli
but how bad he is or people say he is, i still look up to him.
banyak belajar and opportunity given :))

anyways
the reason of all this depressing matters is that
i just took my sisters letter offer
and she was offered quite a high pay
more than what im gettting now!!! T_________________T
although not in the same company but still......
isk isk isk

no dont get me wrong
saya langsung tak jeles
LANGSUNG TAK
its just that im so pitiful of my ownself
i don't think my bloody company is appreciating me enough
but then again
its not just me, kawan2 saya juga
so who am i to complain isk isk nangis skali algi T_____________T

ok malas dah nk cakap pasal ni (saya tipu)
biarla diri ini melayan perasan sendiri (saya tipu lagi)

ok ive cheered up abit after talking to jeslyn and jagat about some other matters :))

anyways mase tgh emosi tadi my boss gave me some motivation
he was there mase at that time
and i was ranting to him heheh
tapi watever he told telah masuk telinga kiri, keluar telinga kanan
didnt mean to isk isk
but i always remember another set of words of his: " rezeki orang masing2..."

so skarang that statement is currently on repeat mode

" rezeki orang masing2..."
" rezeki orang masing2..."
" rezeki orang masing2..."
" rezeki orang masing2..."
" rezeki orang masing2..."
" rezeki orang masing2..."
crap
*istighfar*
" rezeki orang masing2..."
" rezeki orang masing2..."
..............,.

its 145 in the morning.
and im still wide awake.
heelppppppppppppppppppppppp!!!!!!
saya perlu tidur.
esok perlu bagun pagi utk pergi kerja awal <-- ok ini statement agak menipu heheh
but stilllllllllllll..

masih tidak mengantuk
eh tetiba menguap pulak
there's hope
alhamdulillah

there goes another yawn
and another
wow

guess its now time to sleep
nites

haf u seen slumdog millionaire?

im sorry but i didnt watch the oscars yesterday
not that i missed the re-runs (pagi keje ma) but simply chose not to
malas-lah, ok thats a bit an understatement
tak teringin langsung actually

but what we did watch was

SLUMDOG MILLIONAIRE!!

i thinks its a fantastic movie and deserve the win.

its not the same with your friend telling how the story goes walaupun anda ader berperasaan "i don't think i'lll be watching this movie"

seriusly sila tgk
i'm giving it 5 stars out of five
takdela best gile melambung
but i still think it deserves a 5 star
why? sebab ader amitahb bachan.. heheh
tengok sendirila

ok nk makan dah
cau cincau

//added: this is my fav slumdog: youngest jamal
http://www.imdb.com/media/rm1571460352/nm3193597

//did u know that both youngest latika and youngest salim were actually picked from the slum. they're good considering they've never acted before!! I do hope the trust fund thing is true...
http://www.imdb.com/media/rm482642688/nm3193186

//oops.. i might be a bit biased on the star rating since im also a fan of hindi movies, buuuut i dont think so. i still think its a fantastic movie :)

its just 545pm but it feels like its already 7pm!!
u bet im having monday blues isk isk
i arrived a bit late this morning, so i cant go back sharp at 5 today can i..
heheh hari ni confirm ader one of my screws loose :P

m nor just called ajak happy hour. i think ill pass la today..
arinih nk balik awal la.. nak balik umah terus..

arinih ader rase nk main guitar.. guitar hero la tapinye heheh
yes we now have one at home.ina inot bought for leman's birthday.
we wanted to buy another guitar smlm tapi mahal gile RM280 for just the guitar isk isk forget it. main gilir2 je la. nanti dah terer and cukup duit baru boleh consider nk belil rockband eh :P

okay time to go.
im still to lazy to blog about the trips.
oh last last week we even went to sg congkak for aishah's so called hen night
jauuhhhhhhh gileeee from kota damansara but not bad, syok!
the river is just like 2 steps away from our picnic place.
tapi esok2 la i give the details ok.
have a great week ahead.

cau cincau!

Dear Abang Mahzin..

p/s: sorry nana i really still owe you a letter :P
pp/s: ceewah aku dah ader new hdd. bile nk swap movies!!
ppp/s: guys, i'm on mc today :( so i got time.. wish me well please

.....

Dear Abang mahzin (if this is really you),

wahh saya sgt terkejut. first and foremost how on earth did you manage to find antusemuts blog?

the last i heard from you was when i was in utp and u were concerned about kak nor.. dekat 10 tahun dah tu and wow i cant believe i still remembered that!!! heheh

so berapa anak dah???? banyak tahun dah ni...
abang rahim (i think he's ur senior) pun dah ader satu or expecting.. dah lupa

keje kat mana?
duduk kat mana?
anak besar mana?

iye saya masih single mingle.. demm did i just said that in public.
i'm not always sappy u know, cuma sejak dua menjak ni.. it could be because of the month february? my dad is remarrying soon, insyaAllah? ataupun just plain gile hehhehe

ntahlaaaa

for all i know
saya gembira bersama keluarga dan kawan2 tersayang..cewahhhh

btw did u know that i like computers now??
orang yg sgt nervous bile kelas computer, skarang dah tak berapa nervous heeheh

ok it seems that im having some kind of a writers block.. isk isk..
don't u have facebook? even kak azra, kak bree pun ader.. basically itu dua senior je yg i found and know :P

orait la
till then
cau cincau

"It's nice to have a man who can calm me down.."
- Molly, The Starter's Wife S2E6

ok anyone who is zen enough and can calm me down and rich well established, pls call me, let's go on a date, confirm u'll love me, then we can get married and will live happily ever after with 3 kids...

*sigh*

it must be 'the' month i tell you
isk isk isk. just ignore me.
T_____T



......

i'm feeling soppy dah beberapa hari ini.
but today, i mean now, i'm mad.

RAINY, APSAL BLOG OPEN FOR INVITED READERS ONLY??!! SEJAK BILER? :P
BILE ANDA BACA NI, MINTAK TOLONG BAGI ACCESS. TQVM

ok nampak gaya kena sambung tgk starters wife sebab rainy tak kasik org kebanyakan baca blog dia T___T and some more my downlaods of romantic comedy movies tak abis lagi isk isk

hmmm ader rase mcm nk download mannequin je
sape pernah dgr and tgk citer ni sila angkat tangan
bagus maknanye kita satu zaman hehehh

like i said im feeling soppy :P

nite
cau cincau

happy new year!

haf i wished everyone? blom? isk isk tak ingatlaaaa
yes frens im getting older T____T but not until june lah
hehhe finally dapat gune jugak this thing here T___T i do hope u guys knows wat it means. kalau tatau then what can i say, u are so tech behindlaa heheheh

sheet 1 minit to 5pm
nk baaaalikkkk
dh la hujan nii so must go now
although got tons of things to say
i'll just have to save it for later

note to blog whenever rajin:
1. bali trip
2. my soppiness
3. my dad's bakal u know....
4. ...... demm thats all i can think of. nothing interesting but i gotta blog so that my grandchildren can read in the future

yes ladies and gentlemen, besides lebih merapu saya sudah menjadik sagt soppy T___T

heheh
gotta go
cau cincau