Thursday, December 23, 2004

the phantom and antusemut...

the phantom and antusemut...

everybodyyyyyyy take cover!!!!!

heheh my angin kus kus is back! yeah as usual im blaming it on PMS.. which is is..

anyways..

im in a nostalgic mood right now.. hehehehe..im listening to my new ehem ehem love songs CD..

huahuhaua.. i cant believe it mahself either.. i only noticed bout the love songs when my bos looked at the CD casing and said 'wahh love songs'..

i 'accidently' bought it yesterday..

i was happily browsing thru a rack of CDs which was stated 2 for 9.90.. and boy i was fooled.. it ws only for the top rack... tipuuuuuuuuuuuuuu giler.. anyway as i was about to pay for the CDs which i initailly still want at 9.90 per CD, this song - Nothing's gonna stop us know (of course at that time i dont even remeber the title) was playing in the background.. I paused sikijap and then only it hit me.. heyyyyyyy this is from the mannequin movie!! which was introduced to me by si gaban.. and memories mase kat skolah came flooding back.. ceewahh... now im 47 rinngit poorer with only 1 set of CD.. darnn.. not good for an avid supporter of pirated CDs... aaarghhhhhh..

and before that MPH succesfully made me even more poorer.. this on the first day of payday!!! i wanted to get a book for a fren.. and ended with another two for me self.. now I have two RM5 vouchers which can get me only a quarter of a book for free.. anybody wants to donate their vouchers?? :)) *sigh* I do have a weakness when it comes to buying books.... lomah lomahh.. and one of the new book - Dan Brown's Deception Point even made me missed my KLCC stop.. luckily only terlajak sampai Ampang Park.. hehehhe..

actually, the truth is all that money spending resulted from me hafing to wait for the standby tickets for the 845 pm show for Phantom of the Opera.. since 6pm!

i was rather sceptic when mimi ajak tengok.. i even forgotten that i actually liked the phantom of the opera song..

but wot can I say..

it was worth the waitin' and queuin'!!!!

i cant believe im saying this but i really like like like the movie!!

aishah whom we were celebrating, birthday.. even asked at the start of the movie.. "nih nyanyi nyanyi je ke.. takde cakap cakap ke" heheheh... aishah aishah.. ceewah.. :P hope you enjoyed the movie cos i sure did..

so go everyone and watch it!!

and for once if you guys must know, (for this kind of movie) I didn't even doze off.. not even a single sleepiness in my blood at that time.. surprising eh.. i still cried though.. cant help it.. it was a sad part.. :P

till then
cau cincau

Wednesday, December 22, 2004

helppppppp!!!

cow meng ngaaaaaaaa..

aiyoo aiyoooo.im sooOOo bloody bored right now.. my mind cant think.. *sigh* i think its jammed somewher... gileerrrr...

im no programmer.. but lately ive been playing around with codings.. but.. well in my case, its called..scripts.. so im palying around with the scripts.. scripting.. scripter...
and failing miserably..

aarghhhhhhhhhhhhh..

it sure gives me headachess..

at night..
if im not dreaming about treasure hunting, then i'll definitely be dreaming bout this scripts..
soo damn tiring i tell ya..

arghhhhhhhhhhhh

now for my own self personal record :P, lets summarize wat 'interesting' things ive done over the past last weekends, *gaban take note: i wsnt lying :P

1. first weekend - my cousin (of the same age mind you.. *sob* *sob*) got married in Ipoh.. she looked veryyyy lovely but i was very dressed down.. hahhahahaha actually more of being out of place.. I felt like hiding under the big table.. no shining shining..i didnt even bring any baju kurungs.. of course my muther freaked out.. :P what to do.. my mistake..tak cukup bawak baju to be picked out by mumsie dearest...

2. 2nd weekend - cari makan treasure hunt, kl- melaka.. *sob* *sob* we lost... again.. this time.. terribly.. since we didnt win anything, we made up for it by stopping by the next day at the A'Famosa Water World... although our wallets burnt even deeper, we had a ggrrrreeeattttttttt time... best bestt.. the slides were scaryyyy... i think my size made the way down evennnnnnnnnn faster.. scarier.. rase macam nak tercampak keluar especially at the bends... heheheh.. considering the fact i went with dot, leman and my brother... hmphh.. semua kicik kicik..

this coming new year im going to BUkit Merah Laketown resort pulakk.. hahahahah..can't wait to go down the slides that i missed during the last visit.. yeehaaaaaaaaaaaa..

darnnn im alreay in my holiday spirit mood... :))

3. last weekend - another cousin kawin pulakk (also of the same age but exception case since he's a he) .. haiiiiii everyone seems to be rushing to get married these days.. heehehhe.. i would have toooo if i had the right calon.. (considering my unstopping climbing age) *sigh*

end of recap..

now where are the support guys when I need themmmmmm... aaaarghhhhhhhhhhh... ive been waiting for their reply mail since morning!!!!!!

i better go..
need to continue thinking..

cau cincau

Tuesday, December 21, 2004

its the end of the year....

its the end of the year....

i'm busyy, im lazyy and im definitely very lazyy..

yup those are my excuses for hafing paused sikijap my blogging activity..
plus i dont haf (yet) wbloggar on my newly but handed me down, better spec notebook :))

of course i haf soooOOoooo many things to ramble on.. but..

as i said earlier...

i'm busyy, im lazyy and im definitely very lazyy..

sooOooo haf a good holiday season everyone..

i'll restart my rambling next year.. i hope..

btw after a few years of not getting bebel-ed by me dad, i finally got one tadi.. *sigh* it sure feels tak best when you get tht at the age of 26+ :P

we story story some more later

saya mau pulang sekarang jugak..

till then
cau cincau

Thursday, December 02, 2004

antusemut sakit mata



hallooOOoo hallooOOo

anyone still in their raya mood?

....

aahhh just had lunch and now as im about to start my rambling today, i have a small piece of secret recipe's raspberry cheesecake nearby (for dessert)... :))
.....

im still suffering the aftereffect of watching a hindustani movie yesterday.. my eyes 'feel' bengkak.. and i cant seem to get it open wider.. i feel sick sick sick.. i was surprised dot didnt shed any tears.. or so she said laa.. i was busy being overly sensitive meself to even catch her eyes..

hmmm i used to like hindustan movies a lot back in my schooling years.. even in boarding school.. i remebered every saturday (or was it sunday) around 2pm there will always be a good hindustan movie on TV2.. and my favouritest actor at that time was sanjay dutt.. omigood he was the most handsomest hindi actor ive ever seen (at that time!) now of course i like hitrik roshan.. hehehhe

but my interest somewhat declined during university years.. my roommate was even more a fanatic of hindustan movies than moi! and somehow missing hindustan movies on the weekend was not that bad after all..

now in present day, i watch hindustan movies occasionally..

as for me sobbing uncontrollably yesterday.. wasnt a surprise to my already pathetic self.. (kena tipu dek.. errr indians) .. i knew it coming when i saw yash chopra's name.. heheheh

and my favoritest hindustan movie to date is still kabhi kushi kabhi gham.. i dont haf the movie cd but i hav the soundtrack.. original mind u.. and i still think kajol&shahrukh khan and hitirk&kareena kappor are the bestest onscreen couple..

aiyooo ive been yawning continuously since morning..

i guess i am tired.. last night i dreamt of being on a journey aboard a train to reach india's international railway station.. i told you i haf no sense of direction.. even in dreams i can get lost.. hehehhe

till then

haf a great weekend everyone..
ill be missing gabans open house this weekend :(
me and me siblings are going back to Perak.. not going back to ayer tawar though.. a cousin is getting married.. in Ipoh..

*sigh*

i dont haf anything good to wear... i hate this years baju raya.. and i dont think i can fit into my previous years baju.. not that i like them too.. i do like one.. but it has been overly used for kenduris and the bad part is that its black.. hehhe guess im mourning for me own slef.. :P

okeh frens

i gtg

cau cincau

Friday, November 26, 2004

antusemut n unreplied eMails (n senzaki)



aarghhh.. ive got tonnes of work to doooooooooooooo and yet i go back early..
i haf to.. i got some lessons to learn from dot.. *sigh* and plus i dont haf a notebook to bring home for the time being...

and that also means im late.. veryy veryy late at replying two good fren's eMail..

to the frens, im sorryyyyyyyyy im sorry i will i will sooooOooon... i know im not supposed to give any excuses but its the truthh.. tungguuuuu..

till then..

oh wait btw.. me n dot watched umizaru yesterday.. the storyline was okay but im still gifing it 2 thumbs up!! yes its a japanese movie *bling* *bling*.. hence the berat sebelah.. in brief its somewaht funny but a bit sedih.. of course i cried sikit.. but this time only half a bucket bcos the other half was wiped away (dried and auww mannn.. hhehe) by the hemsem and cute actors.. hint: Japanese Coast Guard ..nyeh nyeh nyehh.. at the start of the movie dot even asked me whether this is an 18sx movie or what... why?? you go and see laaa.. :P

<< umizaru's hero: Hideaki Ito pic --> later>>

gtg

haf a nice weekend everyone

cau cincau

<<< newly added >>>

somethigns wrong with my testing.. haf been at it since yesterday and at the same time some big-headed person is pissing me off.. the outcome.. a red-faced antusemut with smoke coming out of her ears.. aarghhhh!!

Wednesday, November 24, 2004

soundofmusic in the morning



grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr..

this particular tune has been in my head since morning..
wif slightly different lyrics..

hint: here we go round the mulberry bush song...

this is where i want to be,
i want to be,
i want to be,
this is where i want to be,
so early in the morning..


am i sick or what... hmm my forhead does feel a bit warm..
but do i really like coming to work (so early in the morning) that much??!!! reallyy??!!!

:P

im a bit lost today.. my notebook has been taken away for repairs.. since im not sure when ill be getting a new one.. i just opted to report the cracks.. and the conseuqences, they had to take it away .. major parts replacement *sob* *sob* i nearly panicked this morning seeing that its missing from my desk... hehhehe...

aarghhhh.. the guy just called.. apparently the spare part they have doesnot match mine.. so ill be kissing my notebook goodbye for 2-3 days.. thats wot they promised but i bet it'll take a week.. uwaaaaaaaaaAAaaa...

but heyy its been awhile since i used my PC anyways :P

so haf a nice day everyone

cau cincau

Monday, November 22, 2004

cuti sudah habis!!!



im back im back :))

im excited becos in a few minits time, dot will be picking me up.. thats means.. balik balik!! hehehe i hope she doesnt get lost again *sigh*

anyways u shud haf seen me this morning..

as usual im hafing my monday blues but this time its top with raya and holiday bluess.. :P
i dreaded coming to this office since yesterdayy.. no wait.. actually since raya.. heheh

actually i did drop by the office on Friday just to take my notebook power cable (yes i purposely left it in the office since i haf one at home but that too i forgot to bring along, so bascially i was notebook powerless since raya!...) and mann... the feeling of stepping into the office was worst.. seeing my colleagues working.. nyeh nyeh nyehhh..

darnn.. i thot i haf so many stories to tell... but then tetiba all excitement hilang pulak.. for no particular reason.. aisehhhh.. haf i lost my bloggers rambling skills... haf i? haf i? hmm good now i haf something to ponder upon..

ai yo yo..

i better go.. dots here

if it gets worst, ill just make up some interseting stories eh..

heheheh

cau cincau




Wednesday, November 10, 2004

27th day of puasa.. nak raya dahh!!!!



hi frennss!!!

di bulan yg mulia ini, ku susun sepuluh jari mohon maaf jika ada tersalah kata atau bahasa..
and tidak lupa diucapkan

SELAMAT HARI RAYA everyone!!!

and thx also for all the wishes :))

hmmm pejam celik pejam celik.. its nearing the end of bulan Ramadhan..

my 'raya' leave starts tomorrow until end of next week.. yeehhaaaaa :))
insyaAllah at this exact time tomorrow, i bet your fren here will be busy 'kemasing' rumahh.. aaarghhhhhh malasnyee.. last year managed to ditch that since me and my brother balik kampung terus the nite before raya.. hehehe

but this year..

my mom ader 2 days full tu kerah 3 org anak dia to do work.. :P

si dot dah tak senang duduk dah kat ofis tuu.. dia kata dia dah malas.. hehe takleh fokus.. ish ish bad dot bad..

well im more or less feel the same.. actually since monday.. hehehe except that i haf some work to do.. and my sir mr inick boss has postponed our supposed to be morning meeting to petang nih.. well he has less than 3 hours to do so.. if not.. he'll be meeting with the dust.. hahahha.. yeah i wanted to say makan habuk actually :P

okeh frens

do tak care
especially for those yg balik jauhhh..
as for me and me siblings..

perak!!! here we come.. gif way pls.. hehehe

till thenn
cau cincau

---------------a must add entry before i forget---------------

a warning to One Utama patrons!

a fren of dot got mugged there around 2 weeks ago..

she was in the ladies, when a nice ladyy pointed that her skirts is smudged (veryy dirtyy, looks like lipstick stain)... the lady even helped her to wash the skirt which took like nearly 1/2 an hour..

since the skirt is now wet, the 'nice' lady advised her to go get a new one and volunteered to lend her extra skirt (surprise surprise).. if i remebered clearly she went to FOS since tht was the nearest store. and she just grabbed the nearest pair she can and when she was about to pay at the counter..

woila.. upon opening her purse -- IT WAS EMPTYYYYYYYY!!!!

mine and dots conclusion.. musti kena pukau tuu.. wallahualam..

so just be careful eh..

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Tuesday, November 09, 2004

yeah i did it again..

i blew off.. big time!

im sobbing (veryy silentlyyyyyyyy) as im typing this..

ader cilaka who just pissed me off.. %$!#@%$#^!#@!&!!!

yeah i screamed at himm.... i cant help it.. he was getting on my nerves.. but it sure took a whole lot of my energyyy.. omgiod aku siap mencarut lagi depan dia..

and somebody had the nerve to ask me.. "why so nasty one.." of course aku mencarut balik but not sure dia dgr ke tak because my voice was already cracking.. :P

hehhehe.. okeh ive cooled off..

if someone were to call me know, my voice will definitely be as cool as nuthin ever happened... not sure bout the eyes though.. last time i checked it was still red and puffed.. yeah it looked uglyyyyyyyy..

okay

got to continue wif vorkk.. *sigh*

cau cincau

Monday, November 08, 2004

25th day of puasa


im soooOOOooo not in a good mood todayy..

i feel sick :(

and mannnnnn im also feeling super duper lazyy and sleepyy today (what else is new eh :P)

am sooOOOooo tired.. and defintely not hafing enough sleep :(

i 'ter'woke up in the middle of the night.. had some water and bammm i just couldnt continue my sleep.. normally i'll just get up and go watch some cartoons.. but last night.. tetiba i had so manyy wild and scary imagination.. can u imagine.. i even remebered a face from a fwdd email.. u kno the one for exapmple they give u two pictures to compare and find the diferences (so we thought la), u get so engrossed when suddenly a hiedous picture will suddenly appear.. yup that face was flashing thru my mind last night.. and i thought ive cleared that part of the cache already *rrrrrrrrrrrrrrr* scary scaryy..

hmmm my weekend started out slow.. did absolutely nothing (beneficial) on saturday.. just cartoons, cartoons, fasting, breakfasting and back to cartoons.. oh and i finally watched the green mile.. i think it was awesome!!

then came the much-awaited sunday which i beleive contirbuted to my fatigueness and soreness today !!!

yeszaaaaaaaaaa the 'buka puasa hunt'..

it was just me, dot and leman.. isk isk.. aishah had to pullout at the last hour.. she got gastrik (so i was told :P).. when we got the news, we called every possible friend that mite want to be a sub at the last minit.. of course everyone declined heheh when finally hanna agreed (happily mind you).. but isk isk at the veryyyyyyyyy last minint she had to cancel out due to some unrevealable cause..

so it was just the three of us.. three novice hunters.. on a suicide mission.. yes not forgetting one of 'em was sick and 'ah chooing' every 33 seconds!

the outcome??

*whispering* we olny managed to secure the 10th place..

<<10th place??!!>>

actually thats what we targetted and that was what we got.. dangg! we shud haf targetted at least the number 3 spot.. hhehehe

*weak voice* managed to get a hamper.. the thing is i dont quite dig hampers.. i want cash, cash or at least a prize each :P.. but its better than nothing eh..

btw im definitely NOT telling the total number of teams particiapted.. :P

yeahh we did quite bad.. our time mgmt failed on us (again) this time.. we got penaltied for that alright.. to show how bad it was, we only started to try solve the treasure riddles at the last 15 minits.. dot was surpirsingly good at this.. hehehe too bad we got one out of the 4 wrong.. then ther were a few that we hentamed (but based on logic and facts heheh) and luckily it was correct! i still think 4 heads are better than 3! aishah??!!!!!

hmm now i need to add yet another (to my already long list of) ciri-ciri (to look for) in my future husband.. hehhe:

he must be willing to join any treasure hunts that im participating in watever condition he mite be in.. would be better if he has the whole encyclopedia in his head.. O_o

and

of course he mustnt be scared of insects, lizards and the kind!

:P

id better stop my ramblling.. and i still feel sick.. am sensing a bad headacjhe coming on the way :(
so a kudos to dot and leman who didnt backed out although feeling sick.. and to aishah..hopefully u can make it on a next treasure hunt adventure :))

till then

selamat berbuka everyone
cau cincau

wassalam




Wednesday, November 03, 2004

ya Allah ya tuhanku, rajinkanla hamba mu ini utk berkerja hari ini.. aaminn..

yeszaaa i feel soo lazyyy (and sleepy!) todayy.. ive got tonnes of things to do but everything seems soo slow.. and i definitely cant wait to go back and relax today :P

ive been eating a lot for berbuka since for the past few days.. so today im hafing the berbuka time all for mahself.. which means either i cook something just for meself or get it from the nearby stall.. this will be another split second decision.. so it all depends petang karang lah...

*sigh*

hihihihihihihihihihihihihihihi

i cant wait for this sunday to come..

yesszaaaaaaaaaaaaaa thers gonna be a treasure hunt.. weve registered but theyre gonna confirm im not sure when...


yes i know we're crazy.. joining a hunt during puasa time.. but. but.. it has been so longg.. ceewahhhh..

alamak i gtg

dot is here
she needs to pay her phone bill... hahahah padan muka... musti dah kena barred dah tuu

cau cincau everyone

selamat berbuka!






Tuesday, November 02, 2004

19th day of puasa



halloooOOOoo hallooOOoo

dont u just hate cicaks??

i dont just hate 'em, im scared of 'em tooo!! darnn ther goes the pahala of killing cicaks for me.. can somebody also confirm on this..

anyways, this morning while subconciously on the verge of doing 'my' small business, suddenly i heard a bedebuk sound.. u bet.. not far from me was the said cicak.. not moving.. i think the lampu kalimantang was too hot.. and the fall somewhat made it dizzy.. padan muka.. anyways i was quite surprised at mahself for not shrieking.. heheheh..

so what did i do??

of course i scrambled out for cover!!! i was even thinking of waiting for isma to get up.. and i complete forgot about her hafing the half day off.. but luckily i haf another housemate.. one veryyyyyyyy brave housemate.. heheh.. she was about to iron something when i forced her to help me.. and i seriusly wasnt expoecting her to poke the cicak using a hangar! so kudos to mimi!

*sigh*

i never was fond of cicaks.. mase kecik i was fed with the myth that the separated tail of a cicak (which is normally still moving) can easily get into your ear.. how spooky is that eh.. btw i still think its possible and true!

anyways i think it got worst during my boarding school years.. for form 2-4 students, you get the top bunk.. grrrrrrrrr..imagine you lying down on ur bed and then suddenly a cicak falls on you (since the distance from the ceiling and u is not that far at all).. no wonder i never get enough sleep during those years.. and if ur lucky enough you might see these cicaks coruting and mating.. up close and personal.. hehheh

okeh mah frens

i gtg

selamat berbuka
cau cincau

Monday, November 01, 2004

18th day of puasa already



aaarghhhhhhhhhhh

i hate taking the lrt i hate i hate i hated it

actually i hate the smelly people
lately my nose has been overly sensitive and can smell a not nice smell from over 15 yards away..
i guess so that i can be ready.. but the damage has been done..

it will continue to linger in my nose until i smell a different scent..

*sigh*

ill give u this mornings example..

somebody actually smelt of kambing.. i mean mcm daging kambing.. can u imagine... busuk giler..

aaaaaaaarghhhh

busuk busuk.. and that mah fren i encountered while getting out of the lrt.. :( and no i wasnt pushing around.. i prefer to go out the last.. but.. kena jugak! *sigh*

mannn, pshycologically i (think) i am disturbed!

ther was a scene in white chick (hint: toilet scene!) which i somehow imagined the smell.. i nearly barfed.. >< uweek!

see even thinking about the smell can make me sick and green..

.....


:))

hehehhe i told u i was wangiii.. besides my already wangi au natural odour :P today im testing out empirio armani's elle/she parfum.. dot got the sample when she bought her NOA parfum.. and one of my colleeague actually noticed i cahnged parfum.. bagus.. but actuallyh i dont quite like this scent.. its somewhat makes me dizzy :P

selamat berpuasa and selamat berbuka everyone

cau cincau

wassalam

Wednesday, October 27, 2004

13th day of puasa



isk isk iskk
i can play the y!pp game no more!!
the trial session has expired :(

but dont fret dont sweat
(apart from the thought of subscribing it after raya..)

antusemut has a new puzzle to indulge in :))

go here!

until i get a least a score of 126 then and only then will i stop and look for other puzzles..
(if u may want to know: the highest so far i managed to get was only 118 grrrrrrrrrrrrrrr!!)

good luck to u too!

selamat berbuka everyone
cau cincau

wassalam





Tuesday, October 26, 2004

12th day of puasa



*sigh*

im hafing color coordinations problem today...

but had to made do since i was already late this morning *sigh*

anyways..

i watched exorcist: the beginning yesterday!! yesszaaaaaaaaaa.. me the scaredy cat who had vowed never to watch any scary move.. went on and watched it successfully.. hhehehehe

welllll..
it wasnt that scaryyy..
only towards the end...
which i obviously avoid ..
but the sound the so called evil spirit made was eerie enough okay!

of course i had nghtmares last night..

i reached home around 8 after berbuka.. (i watched the movie during daylight time.. heheheh)
anyways by 10 i was already sleepy
remembered mumbling something to isma and the rest was a blackout for me

which means
i didnt basuh my kaki
and i dont think i managed to even read the 3x surah al-ikhlas

......
it started with me waking up late for some maths exam
and obviously i hafnt finished studying..
while still going thru the notes, then somehow the car (:P) i was in broke down
arrived late at the exam hall
and ended up not answering 10 or so questions!!!

giler takut dah tuuuu!!

well it didnt stop ther

it continued on for the next days exam - biology
(and here i hated biology)
i remembered waking up again(still in the dream) late for an exam
and i was like shivering figurously
because this time i ddint just not studied (not a surprise here tho).. but i did not even try the sample questions like i always do o_O
i nearly freaked out...
.......
luckily was saved by the alarm..

i know i know... its far from scary for some of u out ther.. but (for me) that dream was a nightmare thank you!!

Monday, October 25, 2004

on the 11th day of puasa...



oops!

i meant to publish this just a few minutes ago.. but the status has changed.. but i still will since ive typed it! i'll update the current status a bit later :P

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aaarghhhhhhhhhhhhhh i need a break
im so angry at the moment
and i felt like crying pun adaa

two things made me like this at this moment of time actually
and just to say i was very fine this morning!

first is about my last months claim
aaarghhhhhhhhh
ive planned so that i'll get it during this month salary
ive budgeted so that ill get it before rayaa
and ive already eyed on that wireless router thingee
but somehow the finance guy said they somehwat misplaced the form
%$#!^%#!&$&!^$#
but then again me after a few successful claims
took things for granted and did not even made a copy of itt!!!
aaarghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
baka' yong baka'

*sigh*

ive cooled off but only after some swearing took place (i cant help it.. dia terkeluar sendiri...grrr .. im so mad at mahslef too)
its after all bulan ramadhan
and insyaAllah im fasting today
but i haf to cut down my shopping nampaknye this month :(

now to the next issue
i think this is more sensitive
last time i was angry at this one person at 1128.. the entry is here
of course it has subside since then lagi
but then only today also around 11ish, i got some information..
it turned out this socalled friend of mine actually had lied to me. .. lied lied lied.. to me..
ishh so unbelievable
this fren is like sooo very nice
i think im not angry with the fren.. im somewhat dissapointed..
veryyyyy disappointed!

thank god the fren has moved..
if not i think i mite strangle the fren if we do bump into each other... takpun i'll give the fren 'the stare' .. but that wont look good on me will it.. hehehhehe

oraityy
houston, my mood is back to normal again.. :))

till then
cau cincau

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status update:
the said form of my claim is actually tsk tsk tsk with my boss! he kept it for nearly a month! when i came to him with a new form, only then he told me that the claim is with him.. buried under a million pile of documents... when i asked why didnt he tell me??!!!

his reply was very short and sweet (wif a smirk on his face)..

"you didnt ask"

aahh my mr inicik bos.

luckily i wasnt fuming at the finance ppl.. if not i'll defnitely haf problem.. but it sure did took a whole lot of energy (and courage!) of tellin them that the form is wif me and its my mistake.. hahahhaha..

but still i (still) wont be getting the claim this monthh... aarghhhhh..


Thursday, October 21, 2004

7th day of puasa and im sleeeppyy


hi frens

5 minutes to two.. good.. i just woke up.. managed to get a 10 minute nap.. first time! wahh quite comfortable actually sleeping at my desk nih.. this from someone who is an expert in sleeping in class during 'prep' (i think this is the abreviation for preparation class..) hehehhe

unfortunately ive missed two days in a row for my sahur.. i think i heard the alarm went off at 450 but the next thing i know its already 630... *sigh*

yess im still playing y!pp but somehow by 1 i already feel sleepyy.. sometimes i battled half asleep.. :P

btw ive watched ladder49.. of course i cried a million buckets.. its hard u know to control the sobbings.. but had to for machoness reasons..

okeh frens

selamat berbuka

im planning to have taufu goreng cicah kicap and bawang today.. nyum nyumm.. actually im hafing this like every other day.. hehhehe

cau cincau



Tuesday, October 19, 2004

5th day of puasa



ahoy!
mah frens how ru?

i feel very groggy todayy... not enough sleep!!

yeszaaaaaa.. i am still hooked on the y!pp game.. aaarghhhhhhhhhh...
i slept at aroud 330 (had to force mahself to sleep) and woke up for sahur at 5! this time i tidur balik before subuh.. bad yong bad... too sleeepppyyyyyyyyy..

anyhoos i planned to ganti balik my sleep in the lrt but somehow although i was the first in line (had to wait for another 7 minits to achieve this!).. still penuh! so my first words this morning after keluar rumah was @#$&^@$ and that was unintentionally..

hmm about this y!pp.. i am thinking of subscribing it.. ive no idea how much yet.. i need to change my sword! eheheh.. but then knowin' me self.. eventually this addictiveness will fade away.... and i hope soon.. my previous craziness was on blogshares.. although i still check my shares frequently, but the interest has somehow subside.. *sigh*

thers 1 1/2 hours to go before i can go back.. ngantuk giler..

but cant wait to sail.. yeahooo :P

selamat berbuka

Sunday, October 17, 2004

ahoy!

aar aarr.. im sleeeppppyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy!

haf been up since 1 in the morning
ye wanna know what ive been up to?

aye. yep ive been playing this Yohoho! PUzzle Pirates

its consuming my mind and time.. cant think.. have to get the ship sailing.. want a piece of the booty....

aar aar...

only stopped for a short sahur break and subuh..

so im off to sleep now.. no wait..

blimey ive been ordered to board the ship.. hold on...

had a scare back ther.. i thot had to walk the plank..

*sigh* me just been given money for free

goody

yo-ho-ho

now i haf confirmd me logging out

nite nite

Friday, October 15, 2004

1st day of puasa



its 4 already!!!

alhamduliilah.. a few more hours to goo.. :))

time to go back..hehehhehe
haf to do a few more things.. than off i goo!

i wishh..

everybody down here seems to not wanting to barge from their seats

*sigh*

btw Selamat Menyambut Bulan Ramadhan Al-Mubarak everyone. As Kak Susan puts it, semoga ibadat kita akan diberkatiNya. InsyaAllah..

soo selamat berbuka everyone

cau cincau

p/s: thanks to mimi, ive finally ripped Santana feat Chad Kroeger Why Don't You & I's song.. i cant seem to get enough of itt... aaarghhhhhhhhh.. Chad Kroeger's voice is soooOOooo sedapp... whoever wants the mp3 let me know :))




Thursday, October 14, 2004

*sigh*

i had a bad day yesterday :(
i got mad.. yeah again

lately my patience has been running wild
asyik nak marah je
hehehhe
i know wat ur thinking dot
but ive changed
im (supposed to be) more calmer
:P

but yesterday..
well totally different story
i went for a meeting of which of i know nothing of..
ok tahts awhite lie
i know a bit.. a tinyyy wee bit..
and the stupid guy expects me to know everything
well he wasnt expecting me to be ther in the first palce either..
i was replcaing a colleague whom couldnt make it (the one i was mad at!)
cut me some slacklaa.. i was rushing what from putrajaya

*sigh*

i can still feel their faces on me muttering "what the hell is she doing here??"
i seriusly hope that was only my imagination

anyways im okay now
actually was okay especially by the time i watched dogdeball (heheheheheh)
but boy i still fell tired (and sleepy)
i guess from the anger that i vented out yestrday..
of course i did it out loud..
i complained to everybody except the colleague sebab he was not around.. darnn..

i gtg

am hafing lunhc wif kak yan
shes going off to uk next week
shes celebrating syawal ther also
and i hafnt met her for ages

till then

cau ciacnu



Tuesday, October 12, 2004

marah marah marah !#%$#^%#!


i feel angry today
i haf no idea why
i just felt angry

of course

..at someone

angry at someone

annoyed
very very annoyed

oh well
as a good fren said
its just a waste of energy when u get angry

i guess its true
i was sweating.. heheheh

seee i can crack a smile.. tersengih actually

blogging does calm me down, doesnt it?!

i gtg need to do some things then im off to putrajaya

i got work tonight *sigh*

cau cincau







Monday, October 11, 2004

it is nice getting eMail from long lost frens :)



its already lunch time and im sleeppyy..

am hafing monday fever ---> malassssssss :P

anyways..

Did you know that orang utan comes from the Malaysian word oranghutan which means man of the woods?

or you dont even bother?

ish ishh..

apparently i read this piece of information from the book i was reading.. hehehhe..

but the only thing that came to my shallow mind was wahhhh Malaysia masuk lagii dlm buku citer omputih!!

btw ive finished the book (kak wynn for ur attention).. it made me thinking of going for a master degree in mathematics.. hauhauhauahua.. yeah i must be out of my mind.. my calculative mind (ceewah) has gone rusty since i last took the advance maths paper which was in my first year kot.. u try and read the book la (and make sure you finish it!).. guarentee the mathematics in you will want to come out..

*yawn* i need some rest

cau cincau

Sunday, October 10, 2004

aiyaaaaaa we forgot about alamanda!!



*yawn*... im already at home in the comfort of isma's sofaa with my legs up on mimi's table and my notebook on my lap.. mannn i am relaxing mahself...

anyways.. u can say that i had a very relaxing day todayy..

me and dot had a massage session at shangrila putrajayas spa.. of course under some promotion package! hehehhe the place was okay, everything is in place.. except that the open air space is hottt hott hot.. berpeluh peluhh.. they need to install more air conditioners..

but in conclusion, for the price (200++ for two), do gooo there! besides the 'chi balance' massage, you get to use the pool, the jacuzzi, the steam and sauna room plus you'll get to choose either buffet lunch or buffet hi-tea.. and you can haf either a masseuse or masseur (O_o) in a separate or single room (this is good for couples i think) ... all this until 31 October only!

*yawn* im sleeEEpy..

am waiting for smallville... which should be on air in 30 minutes.. and im already sleepy to the max...

and also thinking bout going to work tomorrow.. uwaaAAAaaa.. im gonna have to get use to taking the lrt to work every morning (read: a little bit late).. hehhe.. since my favourite chauffeur has migrated to kuantan.. hi ifaaaa.. hope you haf fun in your new working place :))

what??!!! thers a football match on TV!! mannn... either smallville will be cancelled or carried forward.. i don think i can wait that long.. oh and im confident enough Perak will win in todays match..kejor yop kejor..

i gtg.. need to lie down

nite nite

cau cincau

Wednesday, October 06, 2004

well well well where is the well.. heheh sorry ter'off' track kejap..

*i was excited* (when) i bumped into my cousin whom i hafnt met since like forever, here!!.. yup.. in kerteh kat kedai makan tepi jalan hehehhe.. wat a small world indeed.. hehhehe..

he was also here on work related thingee.. *sigh* and ive never bumped into him back in KL.. ishh my smaller cousins dah besar dahhh.. thers one who even just got married.. *sigh*

relating back to this cousin of mine, i think that was the longest conversation we ever had since we knew each other.. standing some more.. hehehe.. well compared to him, im more closer to the sister who is of the same age.. well that figures eh..

seriously.. i get excited.. very very excited if i bump into people i know unexpectedly... jamuans, conferences, holidays and yeah during outstations.. heheheh..

aiyoo aiyoo i gtg.. im going out for dinner again!!!

*sigh*

till then

cau cincau



Monday, October 04, 2004

congrats to dot on her first day at her new job :))



lately ive been very rajin telling stories in my blog..

not that i don haf anything better to doo.. i do.. and i mean alot (of vorkk)!!

but somehow blogging makes me calmer.. *shrugs* agaknyelaa...

anyways as for today...

im still feeling sick :( watery eyes, headache, flu, *cough* *cough*.. *sigh* and tomorrow im still going off to kertehh.. tmpt yg panas ituuu... what to do.. vorkk *sigh*

luckily i have two new books to accompany me on my journey there.. ceewahhh...

the first one is The Curious Incident of the dog in the night-time by MArk Haddon

ehheheh dont play play okay.. its the winner of The British Book Awards' Children's Book of the Year ..anyway.. its a mystery book.. i loove mysteries, and the kid/narrator loves math which i also looveee... and then again.. i think bcos i was indeed curious to find out what exactly is soOOoo curious about the incident of the dog in the night-time, which eventually landed me wif the book....

but...

im not sure whether its the book or me... bcos everytime i start reading it, i seemed to pass out... hmmm by looking at the book condition right now, something fishy sure is going on... it already has dog-ears and crumples (for a 3-day old book)!!

okay okayy.. if you guys are not into this kind of book.. you might like the second one! its a survival guide book... O_o darn.. i dont haf much time.. i need to go back early todayy... need to pack and also get my dobby.. *sigh* .. read here for the synopsis.. buzz me if you want to borrow...hehehhe :))

cau cincau
testing2345678910111213
on this beatufiul monday morning,

at precisely 1128am..

due to some unforseen circumstances, i just feel the need to swear at this moment of time:

)(*)&$%##^&&!!!!!!
!^$@&^$#*^@#!!
(*&^(*^%$^#%%$#%$#$$#@%@%!!!

im NOT done yet.. but... *sigh* i better stop... i need time to cool down...


Sunday, October 03, 2004

im sick :(



im at home
im hafing a splitting headache
im sick
*sick cough* *sick cough*
my notebook is sick
im super duper hungry
and thers nothing good on tv
*sigh*

get well soon to mahself

cau cincau





Thursday, September 30, 2004

when antusemut had to choose..



lets say you haf to make a split second decision. and the senario is as follows:

hafing to choose between:

1) watching MAN OF FIRE but 3 rows from the screen

or

2) watching CINTA LUAR BIASA but 4 rows from the screen

which one would you choose..?? note: movie lain semua either full house or haf been watched... :p


let me help..

option #1 we haf: denzel washington.. the actions... the small girl in taken, the must be good storyline

vs ...

option #2: a film starring Nasha Aziz, Shanie and *drool* Hans Isaac (yeah i know im pathetic.. hauhaahuha) and the Anugerah Bintang Popular winner: Apek Senario


remember.. u only haf literally half a second je to think...

thinking... thinking.. thinking hard.. times up!

so what haf u chosen????

hehheheheheh... option #2??!!!! seriouslyy??!! hmmm and i thot anyone with a sound and right mind will not even haf option 2 in the first place..


well THAT did happen to me!! thanks to si dot who made the decision for us (me, her and also leman), yesterday night after a long day at work (just me!), we ended up choosing the one furthest from the screen... yess i am not lying thru my teeth!!

im sorry i haf to say this.. but I HATED IT.. only 5-10 minutes thru the movie made me want to cry.. literally that is.. the dialogues (ceewahh) were so annoyinggg!!! aaarghhhhhhhhhh.. the plot or the storyline is sooOOoo very tahape hape... made my eyes hurt even more (this i exaggerate).. my advise to anyone whos planning or even thinking of wtching this movie even on VCD.. dont! but..

suddenlyi felt bad condemning yet another badly made malaysian comedy err slapstick film...

well its not that bad (it is it is).. its just a waste for nasha, hans isaac, shaniee and even erma fatima to be in this film...well ive never liked any of Apek Senarios films anyways including this one...

basically its supposed to be a funny movie (it is actually).. but the jokes.. well maybe i ddidnt quite get it or its just plain NOT FUNNY.. but boy i tell yaa... like everyone except me (and maybe also dot at some scenes) were laughing hard at certain scenes.. but at some parts which i think was funny, nobody actually laughed with me.. now whos the weirdo here.. hehehhe...

overall im gifing it 2 stars out of 7.

i think its a fashion show wih Nasha Aziz as the main model (very very very veryy beauitful), Hans Isaac the model tambahan and the runaway is the rest of the film...

im not making any sense, am i??

well beats me, im confused mahself.. hehehe

till then

cau cincau

Wednesday, September 29, 2004

hi its me again (brief side track: hehehhe anyone read this joke before wif this line??? damm funny)
anyways
its nearly 2 in the morning
yes im working tomorrow
but im not yet asleep
sebab
im busy downloading songs on my non-streamyx line
aaarghhhhh
so lembab
and im also catching up on frens aka fellow blogger's blogs
also on my non-streamyx linee
aaarghhh again
but i know aftot just updated her blog so she mite still be awake..
shsuya alsoo..
what are these girls doing up sooOOOoo latee
ceewahhh
i really gotta sleep
but not until my outkast-roses is 100% downloaded
if only i didnt misplace my pirated Outkast CD
*sigh*
so in the meantime
ill just haf to listen my newly downloaded ehem ehem lost lonely boys song - heaven over and over ad over again
till then

nite nite

me eyes hurts :((



i was doing vorkk.. yes its been awhile (again) since i last brought vvvork homee... *sigh*

anyway, as i was typing furiouslyy..ceewahh.. suddenly i felt pain in my eye... of course i rubbed it.. and the pain definitely become worse.. uwwaaAAAAaaaa i think im gonna get a 'ketumbit' on my right eye... uwaaaaAAAAAaaaaa.. its been ages since i last got ketumbit AND I DIDNT EVEN INTAI ORANG BERAK.... darnnn.. but im not sure yet.. hafnt cheked in the mirror... its not good to look in the mirror at night.. hilang seriiiii.. ceewahhh.. actually.. im scared my imagination will wander.. hehhehehe...

KETUMBIT scares the shit out of me last timee during my boarding school years... it HURTS.. and ITS NOT NICE TO LOOK AT!!

antusemuts remedy:

1. tonyoh bawang putihhh <----- it hurts like crazyyyyy..very pedihh.. but rate of recoveryy: very very very fastt.. now i know why im no fan of bawang putih..

or

2. get rubbing oitment and tonyoh also at your mata (where the thingee is) <--- veryy messy and rate of recoveryy.. veryyyy slowww

or

3. when your advance enough (or just realized after gettin knocked on the head) go and GET MEDICINE PILLs (just asked for itu obat makan utk ketumbit) from the doctor or even pharmacyy <--- NOT MESSY and FAST RECOVERY...

hehhehe.. i was a bit slow back then.. but then again, when you're in boarding school, its not easyy to go to the clinic in the middle of the night.. :P

anyways, my eyes still hurts..

yeahhh ive been staring (a lot and longers hours) at my laptop scrin lately... and im damn sure its mimi's fault.. she was the one who intorduced me to ROCKET MANIAA!!!! and now i cant stop... i started playing aggressively while keepng my mom company in the hospital last Saturdayy..

oh btw.. my moms okay..yeah she just had an operation last Wednesday.. alhamdulillah shes recovering... :))

anyways as for rocket mania.. even when im not playing.. i keep on thinking and seeing of strategies to use.. heheh.. yeah im a freak when it comes to games i like... im a slef-confessed nerd.. darnn...

but it all came to a halt.. yesterday i got a very bad headache.. and my eyes hurt (not in-a-kind-of ketumbit like hurt yet).. so i decide to stop playing temporarily.. heheh.. yeah im blaming on the rocket mania game..

okayy.. i don think im sober enough to continue yapping.. :P but beyonce sure is giving good company.. shes on air now..

alamakk..actually i went online sebab i had to send some eMails.. muahahhaha.. i do need to FO-CUS..

oraity frens...

i gtg

nite nite..

Monday, September 20, 2004

antusemut and freee tshirts



%!&^$!... at this exact moment im supposed to be joining a walk-a-thon thingeee.... but nooOOOOooo i decided to pull out..

why?

i hate the ^@)$*)$*&)$( given (free) tshirt.. it looks ugly on me.. no.. im not those ngada-ngada people... but its the truthh... im NOT gonna be seen in public in this tshirt... aarghhhhhhhh.... and i actually 'thinked' for 5 minutes.. should i or shouldnt i..

well u know the answr....

*sigh* i even bought a new pair of running (ceewah) pants and sandals.. new!!! sole purpose of joining the walk thingee.... aaarghhhhhhhh.. what a waste.. but on the sandals je laaaa... i love the pants.. hehehhehe

now back to the free or socalled given tshirts...

aaarghhhhhhhh... susah gile for somebody my size and uneven (read: huge) body proportion to get a look-good-on free tshirt..

u know for example.. in treasure hunts that i joined, most of them gives free tshirts.. yup... i hate how it looks on me!! but i wear them anyways...team spirit maaa but the main cause is that it is DIWAJIBKAN(MANDATORY)... hehehehheh....

now im thinking vigorously, i cant hide forever.. and then again this given tshirt will be used in events to come... and also i heard that this walk thingee will be done quite often.. aiyaaaaa maybe i'll try to alter it.. maybe send it to professionals ke... aiyaaaaa... ntahlaaa...

karang la sambung fikir..

now i better get some things done before packing up to go home..

cau cincau






Saturday, September 11, 2004

im no workaholic but right now im working


its 1030 now on a Saturday night... and instead of boogeying the night awayyy(astaghfirullah.. heheheh).. you bet.. im still in the office!! the difference is im in KK.. as in Kota Kinabaluuuuuuuuuuu :))

nice town.. veryyyyy frenlyyyyy people... yup ladys and G we got realtime example pun ape... si maria te-o :))

btw im staying in this one colonial sort of like hotel called Jesselton Hotel.. i very muuch likeeeeee... :)) hospitalityy first class... ceewahhh.. this i got to tell.. yesterday we went back at arond 3 in the morning.. and guess what.. the doorman still opened the door for us... smilinggg... hhehhe

okeh i gtg.. still gottt a loott of work to doooOOoo...

if i have the chance to go to the 'pasar filipino' i'll definitely share my experince okay..

till then

cau cincau







Monday, September 06, 2004

*sighh* thers sooOOo many things on mind right now... :(

its hard being an overly sensistif person.. in other words (for my case) a cry babyy.. :P

anyways.. u ever wonder why people like to sniff glues???

well definitely NOT me.. nope... not my kinda smell..

but...

Artline marker (this brand only), gam wall-to-wall carpet tu, kiwi kasut in the round casing and petrol <---- I veryyyy much likee... the smell that is... and i'm not (yet) addicted.. hhehehhe.. im a casual sinffer... muahahahhaha.. no laaaa...

mann im a freakk..

oh well...

i gtg..

cau cincau

Friday, September 03, 2004

antusemut and subtitltes


sheeesshhh.. im soooOOOoo used to reading subtitltes... yup for a chinese and japanese movie/drama fanatic fan, i need the subtitles.. the thing is i got carried away also by reading the subtitles in the most awaited malay movie of the year.. 'Puteri Gunung Ledang'

luckily as a ehem ehem pro at reading subtitltes.. i guess i kinda hear/read both... now im confuse on what actually im trying to point out.. actually i just finished reading k. donna's husband's review on Puteri Gunung Ledang, so tetiba i gatai nk bagik my review pulak.. heheh.. so haf to passla..

but in short, PGL is a movie worth watching in the cinema... it is a very good malay movie.. betul cakap sultanmuzaffar in his review, forget about the cost it took to produce the movie.. but than again... manayk tuuuuuuuuu... ntah pulang modal ntah idak.. hmmmm....

back to the movie, i tell ya it even had funny scenes... i love comedies... too bad the past produced malay comedy movies(read: Scenario, Anak Mami, etc. etc) does NOT meet my expectations at all (EXCEPTION FOR P. RAMLEE's AWESOME MOVIES)

aiseh tersasar lagii.. continuation eh.. Tiara J was awesome.. altho a bit sexy to be in a malay movie (heheh i heard my mom complain tgk gamabr Tiara dlm paper)... lain lain semua powerr.... and yes.. i hate the looks on sultan mahmud tu.. he has wet lips.. eeeyyuuUUUuucksss! he looks like a pervert... :P

alamak.. i gotta go.. jus foun out i got more task to dooo.. aiyoo yoo.. arituh complain bosan.. now complain manyak keje.... hehhehe... to err is humann.. ceewahhh

till then

don't forget to watch/support Puteri Gunung Ledang

cau cincau

Thursday, September 02, 2004

my tummy is growling like crazyyyyyyyyyy.. iye saya PUASA GANTI.. *sigh* every year i vowed to ganti my puasa cepat cepat tapi still no improvement.. like this laa.. when its nearing fasting month barula panik and so-called 'sedar diri'..

aduuuUUUss perutku..

i cant concentrate on work at the moment.. so i mite as well do some blogging..

hmmm how was ur merdeka? welllll... yup u can categorise me in those ignorant malaysians... i woke up slightly after the strike of midnite and continued sleeping... hheheheh.. even my parents and dot were berkobar kobar to join in the celebration but unfortunately they still missed the fireworks from KLCC.. im not sure whether they missed it or its 'unviewable' from the hotel we're staying... whatever it is, i still missed the whole countdown thingee...

I am proud to be a MALAYSIAN..

i'll figure a way on how to express this later later... in the plann...

in the meantime..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MALAYSIA!




Tuesday, August 24, 2004

congratulations to hanna&rizal on their wedding last weekend :))



hiiiiyi im back :))

ooo and regarding my previous depressing entryy.. thank youuuuuuu very much for all the concerns and wise advises frlm frens.. veryy much appreciated..

it has been more than a week when i posted that entry, so basically im (supposed to be) geared up for my work and any future udertakings.. ceeewahh :))

so how was my trip to hong kong??

it wasss grrreattt! not a pure shopping trip after all.. :( more of a tour visit.. which meanas not enough time for shopping.. though i did not buy as much stuff as dot, byk gak duit aku abis... a bit confusing though sbb last minit shopping with sore feet... tapi mmg tak acii... baju2 kecik semua murahh.. heheheh...

actually im hafing some sort of a rift with my sister.. so dot if ur reading this, (since i still cant call out) pls call me and pujuk me for reconciliation tq!

till then

cau cincau

Wednesday, August 11, 2004

i feel stupid..



i was veryyy depressed yesterday..

and i still am.. that is until a few minits ago..

a good fren whom came over to use my notebook (and at the sametime bug me i guess) actually made me more relax and cooled down..

btw i was depressed because of my work/workplace and of course my salary...

i cant tolerate OFFICE POLITIC (that i think shud only be handle by UPPER mgmt, yeah stupid of me to think that way la kan), SWEET AND STUPID PROMISES, SLOWLINESS (LEMBAB), STUPIDNESS, SLOWLINESS, STUPIDNESS.. ($&@)%&)%&@

and to make things worst (yesterday), i met some old frens and while chit-cahtting they shared some bad experience they had with some ppl/team from the company im currently working in.. and i nearly fell out of my chair listening to all this... you should have seen my red ears... i tell ya it was not easy (at all) for me to keep a straight face.. and then again i was at that time depressed of this what... i did try to stand up for my company (ceewah) but failed miserably... *sigh*

*sigh* i cant think straight.. i hope this one week of cuti will boost up my errr work morality(??).. and i planned to do just that (i hope).. for the time being i'll just stay low for awhile..

)^$@)%^@)%(&_@#%*_+)*&(*$^)&@$_(@+))))($@)$* <- this is no ordinary pattern.. i wish i could swear more.. tapi penat dah..

okeh i got to continue wif my work.. seee i still got work... its just that tak cukup mencabarrr... i knwo already what to think and do and i know im damn good at it.. hehhehhe.. saje je tuhh.. i need that.. but seriously i need some new task that can make me think harder and feel the sense of panic...yes i need to be in the line of firee tq.... hehehhe

till then

cau cincau

Tuesday, August 10, 2004

entry for August 6, 2004



damnn.. somehow i accidently deleted this entryy.. and now i have double for yesterday' entry.. and i cant seem to delete it.. nanti laa i'll find a way to fix this...

anyways, just to make sure this rambling stays in my bank memory...

lemme just refresh my memory..

aahhh yes i remembered this entry was something about me whining of not being abloe to go to Nakata's homeland for free!! (claimable..heheh)...

uhuk uhukkk...

this is because I CANT BRING MAHSELF TO CANCEL MY SHOPPING TRIP

what a lame excuse i think.. but its true okay!!

yeahh.. i remembered also this line...

i'll be definitely sulking the whole year.. :( for sure one!

uwaaaAAAaaa

Monday, August 09, 2004

ngantuk ngantuk ngantuk..



another 20minits before the clock strikes 5pm! :))

but..

aaarghhhh thers something wrong wif my testing PC.. aaarghhhh... i need more RAM... i wish i could install this vmware thingee on my notebook... tapi lagi hampehh.. dah la one key dah tercabut.. isk iskk... only noticed this morning.. the last time i was using it was last Saturday..and everything seems to be intact.. isk isk iskk... now it is very the ugly one..

i need a break.. so thats why im blogging kejap (excuseesss..:P) .. plus it keeps me away from blogshares! heeshhh.. that game is soooOOOoo addicitve... i hope nobody is actually near me when im checking my shares especially when it goes down or when i made a bad buy... " eeeeee abis duit aku!!!!" or "aaaaaaarghhh tak cukup duitt" is what they are expected to hear.. hehehheheh..

hmmmm.. i am suddenly bored with this layout (thanks to nixk who tagged saying (excerpt)"masih hijau lagi nampaknye" cett!).. and some more cybertarp is closing its free image hosting service :( check out the big empty space on the upper left corner.. i'll try to come up with a new template hopefully by next week since im on leave semingguuu... yahoooOOOoo.. no work no work no work :))

until i get 'the' one week of break.. for the moment everything seems to be mandom - gloomyy and boring...

wait!! im not finished wif my rambling..

last weekend i finally finished the much talked about Da Vinci Code by Dan Brown book.. welllll... i kinda like it at first, fast and intriguing.. and some more reminds me of treasur hunting i.e. clues, breaking the codes.. but in the end.. i can only manage a weak "chehhhh.." hmm dot was also reading it but by the time i got a book of my own, she has yet to finish it.. nanti i'll ask her what she thinks..

but i kinda can go for Dan Brown's style of writing.. yeah i might consider his other books..

somehow this book reminds me of a book by Mario Puzo - The Family... this one i tell you.. lagi dasyatttt.. verrryyyyy sinful... o_O oh but this book has nothing to do with code breaking and not much on Mafiarism.. i mean not what i was expecting (read: Godfather-like, The Sicilian-like, Omerta-like)

okayy.. i better stop.. i cant seem to think properly..

till then

cau cincau

Wednesday, August 04, 2004

im already sleepyy


its past midnight and im still not yet in bed.. am waiting for my 'favoritest' (heheh) sister to come.. she got some interview at concorde and im not sure yet whether she wants a ride (with me n ifa) or just to crash at my place.. heeshh.. i don think i can wait up any longer.. pepandai la dia nanti.. after all she got the keys anyway..

actually i brought back my notebook today just so that i can play(buy/.sell shares) some more on BlogShares - Fantasy Blog Share Market but to my annoyance rupe2nye there are limited transactions per dayy.. marahnyeee akuuuu.. how shud i know.. :P

anyways i gtg wash my face and brush my teeth kalau rajin.. till then.. cau cincau

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Monday, August 02, 2004

welcome back rudy :)



adoiiiii..

im hafing a headache...

and plus i think im going crazyyyyy for no particular reason..

anyways, last weekend, me and dot managed to burn a pretty big hole in our wallet(s).. hehhehehehheh.. though we are saving for our shopping trip which is in about 2 weeks time, our itchy hands and nafsu took over us and forced us to pay for a lot of unnecessary stuffs... *sigh*

now as for me, instead of hafing a luxurious month this month (extra cash), now im back to being broke.. and its only the start of the month.. yong ape nak jadik nih????!!!!!

and it does not stop there.. now im hooked with this new site/game or watever you wanna call it:

BlogShares - Fantasy Blog Share Market

yup.. hehhe i think i very like like these fantasy kinda games.. the only drawback that i can see is that we dont actually get to taste the real profit/wins when we do good/win.. hehheh..

as for this game, now i cant seem to stop buying and checking for updates (yes im a bit pathetic).. dahla blogshare cash tak cukup.. (sikit!) hehehhe.. and then again.. im still a newbie.. ceewahh :P

why not try it for yourself..

i gtg..

till then

cau cincau







Tuesday, July 27, 2004

yesterdays supposedly posting :)



Dear SUpport ppl,

:((

im still in gurun and hungryy.. got some issues and it might be due to hardware issues.. aarghh.. marah marah especially kalau helpless camnih and dependant on some stupida support ppl yg lembab.. in my case nih HP.. yes that HP!

anyways.. i got a bigger annoyance (this is what ur suposed to assist me with)..

now everytime from MS Internet Explorer, if i go to a link using Open New Window, it will by default be at the minimize state.. very minimise.. i can only see 1/4 of the title bar.. imagine hafing to maximise the browser everytime and sometimes it might even go unnoticible.. so how can I reset this config (if any).. and FYI, opening the browser through Start Menu or through the filemenu>New>Window is okay..

pls help

shud you haf any other enquiries, do let me know.

tq

Rgds,
Someone In need of help and $$$

Thursday, July 22, 2004

did curiosity CURIOUSITY killed the cat?



hi frens..

i haf a question:

is William Hung from American Idol dead or Alive????

based on the fwded eMails and link i got..heheh i think he IS for sure dead one.. the stardom(if any??) got to him..ceewah..

click here for the only source link i have..

so being the kay-poh-chee and having a very very veryy high level of curioisty.. pls somebody clarify this!!

thanks!

btw im shifting places.. im getting my own desk finallyy (easier to blog.. hehhe).. but after occupying this cramp place for nearly 1 1/2 months.. mcm taknak pindah lak :P

anyways haf a good day frens..

cau cincau

Wednesday, July 21, 2004

demam afundi?? definitely NOT me!



date: 20 July 2004
time: 12ish pm

hehhehe.. somebody sure is in denial :P

hallooOOooo.. halloooOOoo frens.. long time no see :))

AFUNDI ADAM!
AFUNDI ZAHID!


they're good.. reallyy...

yeah im not asleep yet.. got some work to finish..and somebody will get a bash from me tomorrow morning.. marah betul aku... but i'll be publishing this post hopefully tomorrow.. malas nak tarik cable.. damn i shud start my wireless project asap.. but the ingredients takde lagi.. that will cost more money..aarghhh... anyways.. since thers nothing (yet) good on TV.. i had to settle on Akademi Fantasia's diari.. :)) and they (adam and zahid) are whom i will vote for (when my phone is unbarred..hehhehe)

nothing much happened since i last posted an entry..

oh yeah i just (finally) did my passport.. wat a relief! my old passport with a pic of a funny looking weirdo has been discarded.. hehhehe.. the main thing here is that the whole process took me less than 1/2 an hour.. i'll lay out the tips in the next posting laa..

already sleepy but hafin a dose of ickus before i retire..

till then

night night

cau cincau

Thursday, July 08, 2004

tgif tomorrow!!!



:))

howdyyyyyyyyyy frens..

im sleepyy.. i know i know its only 530! hehheheh.. btw im alredii at homeeeeeeee... actually was already home by 2! muahahhahahha... had training maaaa... yesterday and today..and the place is so dekat - that i can actually wake up at 930 for the 10 oclock calss.. yeeehaaaaaa

mannn i haf nothing to babble today..once again ladies n gentlemen.. antusemut is hafing writer's block.. or is it that she has nothing interseting to share.. uwaaaaaaAAAaaa... im becoming such a boring person....

could it be because of all the cartoons im watching (instead of just Saturday and sundays).. nih semua astro punyee pasalllllllllllllll.... isma what haf you done to mee???? nyeh nyeh nyehh...

u fren here is one nickolodean freakkkkk... with spongebob, sandy & patrick, ickis, oblina & krumm, jimmy, tommy, chucky, lil, phil & dil, otto & reggie... omigod i can go on and on and on..

alamak.. acually i forgot what actually i wanted to say or conclude.. anyways.. i gtg.. and since i'll be back in the ofis tomorrow it will be a pretty bit hard to do blogging (alasan :P).. my temporary (hopefully) workplace is sooOooo very opennnn! u know pusing kanan ader orang, pusing belakang ader orang.. hehhehe

till then

cau cincau

Sunday, July 04, 2004

its a beautiful sunday morning..



morning beautiful ppl of the world :))

heheh i know i know its a sunday morning.. just got back from my routine sunday morning activity (hehehhe.. i cant run from this since hanna dah cakap she's gonna crash down my door if i don wake up or gif excuses.. :P)

dot is still asleep in the comfort of my bed.. heheh.. actually i need to get out of this (ehem ehem new) couch (isma baru beli :))) and mandi to get ready to go out kejap.. i bet by the time i balik whiich i hope by noon nanti si dot sure one tak bangun lagii...

anyways.. i was 'in' the house yesterday.. didnt do anything.. tv.eat sleep.. did a tiny bit of work..tv.tv and tv and tv means cartoons the whole 24 hours.. heheh minus the few hours for akademi fantasia's concert.. well to tell the truth.. not so into that concert.. bosan.. too goody goody.. tapi the thing is kwang kwang.,.. i did tgk sampai abis... ni semua isma punyer pasal.. hehhe

i gtg. i was online nih pun nk check my bank balance.. *sigh* its sooOOoo tinggal sikit.. uhuk uhuk...

ok till then

cau cincau

Tuesday, June 29, 2004

tuesday blues..


hiiii..

i haf 10minits before it stikes 2 oclock meaning the end of my lunchtime a.k.a break.. wahhahahaha.. yeah as if i care.. but being me.. i am a very responsible and honest person/employee/friend/sister/daughter.. ape2 je laa :))

btw im hafing a writers block.. seriously i doo.. i got this one proposal to finish and i keep on getting stuck.. the ideas are coming one by one whereas i prefer them coming at one go non-stop.. u know.. flowing ideas.. *sigh*

i hope this new CD of mine helps - R&B Da Remixes.. of course i bought a pirated one.. heheh.. inspector sa'ab please dont arrest me :P im in the process of ripping it.. sooOOoo till then i'll be a bit bz...

okeh gtg

i can sense an array of ideas is coming this way..

do haf a nice week ahead of ya..

cau cincau

Saturday, June 26, 2004

antusemut:

france! france! france!



a very late update on 29/6/04:

aaarghhhhhhhhhhh.. wot happened??!!! :( btw for anybody who are clueless..ceewah to wat im talking about, the french(s) were beaten by the greeks by a goal (0-1)!! it might be because i'd fallen asleep during second half and that i didnt get to cheer for Honry *sigh*

Friday, June 25, 2004

wasnot up at 230 but antusemut is still veryyy sleepy this morning..


im very sleepyyyy!

good morning beautiful ppl of the world..

im angry.. theTV was watching me again during 'the' game.. :( but was dead-tired after watching Chronicles of Riddick yesterday.. boy that movie sure is a sleeping beauty one and i think its somewhat funny.. wif the goggles.. and also checkout the ending.. watlaa..

anyways the 'mainest' reason why im blogging earrrrrrrly today is just to say:

beckhammm.. not again??!!!!!!!


hehehehe.. damn i missed that kick..

till then

cau cincau

Monday, June 21, 2004

im sooOOOoo lazyy..


this gambar reminds me of maria te-o..heheh

hiyiiii..

it sure feels good if u pass an exam, although sipi-sipi (barely) passed, ain't it?? heheheh..

pre-exam
yeah my first ever exam after graduating (minus my driving test <-- this will be a different later story..heheh), i was scared to bits for a week before the exam... even got extra sleep (time allocated for studying was filled wif sleeping!).. and experienced sleeping with the notebook for one whole straight week.. heehhe.. well thats me.. i did tried to study earrrrrrly.. u name it bebeh.. during office hours -- tried it every single day.. FAILED(!) too many distractions, one of them is the internet, at home after office hours -- the TV and of course the bed and pillows...

theExam
was shivering like crazy the morning of the-day.. was sooOOOoo scared that i had my 'beach' slippers on to the exam center and 1 1/2 hrs early!.. hehehh.. while taking the exam my mind was already wandering and made plans:

1. next time im defintely gonna study and prepare much much earlier
2. i think i better take leave a day before the exam - to studyy hopefully
3. i'll defintely pass on my re-take exam...
4. i'm gonna fail..uwaaaAAAa
5. ther goes my 200ringgit..


eventually all plans is no more except #1..ceewahhh..

post-exam
rest..rest..and rest like thers no more exams.. hehheheh.. thanks to my lovely sister who had belanja-ed her broke sister.. after i told her i cant celebrate because i only haf 30ringgit left in my wallet.. huahuahuahua.. yeah i think i shud add a #6 plan: spend less, earn more!.. :P its okay now.. my mom came to the rescue.. though i was quite relunctant to accept.. yeah boo hoo me.. like my sister point blank said .. "don't make me muntah" or something like that.. hehehehe

btw Around the World in 80 days is... hmmm.. hillariouss... hihihihihihihi.. bes gilerrrrr.. go and watch it now!!

so now.. actually mactuallynye i was about to (before i saw the b for bloggar icon.. darn) start studying for my next paper which is in 2 weeks time.. wellllllll.. that seems to be a loooong way to gooOOo.. hehehhehe.. fyi i got 4 more papers.. *sigh* so shud i start studying now. oh mann .. somebody help meeeEEee.. nyeh nyeh nyeh.. but ive never studied 2 weeks earlier for any exams even for my finals... and then again france is playing today against swiss.. think wisely yong.. think think think..

wellllllllllll.. im still thinking.. it might take some time..

till then

cau cincau

Monday, June 14, 2004

france vs england


Hey, You

it takes a great team to produce a great finale...

- sports commentator at the end of the match -


to watch david beckham miss a penalty shot LIVE on tv --> priceless

- antusemut :P-

Saturday, June 12, 2004

agent antusemut??




hiyiiii frens..

im back in the comfort of my notebook.. hehehhe

just now i 'hanged' out wif my sister and sekejap with my brother (and his getting-on-my-nerve-today gf) for a so-called my birthday celebration..NOT!! heheh macam normal outing je..

anyways.. i felt like an agent today.. my brother's agent.. he has signed up for two tournament already.. thanks to me and dot..hehehhe.. my brother nih is a football freak.. be it playing the real game, watching the game or the eGame... so seeing his potential..so he says laa.. we urged him to enter.. so he'll be competing in some tourny at Sunway Pyramid.. i believe in conjunction with euro2004..

the first one will be tomorrow.. and the next one will be next week.

for further details.. go to Sunway Pyramid.. hehehhe..

*sigh* mannn im still thinking bout how it sucks to go to the office on weekends. but as a matter of fact i'm going tomorrow.. i HAVE TO! the place i was tumpanging for the past one week is not yet (back) in order.. the owner is coming back this monday.. aaarghh.. malasnyeee.. actually ive made mahself really extremely comfy.. i activated an extra port.. my phone is up and most importantly ive even setup my PC.. now all of that has to go :( malas malas..

enuf of the babbling.. i gtg.. need to get ready for the first euro2004 match.. kwang kwang kwang.. am i kiddin mahself.. better i get my beauty sleep.. okay okay... i mightt haf a peek of figo kejap.. then i go to sleep.. heheh

till then

cau cincau

Friday, June 11, 2004

hi ther


Monkeying Around

hi frens.. jus got in the ofis. had a workshop in the morning and now back in the ofis im already sleeeppyyyyyyyyyyyy.. :P

anyways just read this fwded eMail i got.. (and its time to share..)

hehehhehe

haf a nice weekend frens

cau cincau

--------------------------------

LIVING IN 2004

You know you're living in 2004 when...

1. You accidentally enter your password on the microwave.

2. You haven't played solitaire with real cards in years.

3. You have a list of 15 phone numbers to reach your family of 3.

4. You e-mail your mate who works at the desk next to you.

5. Your reason for not staying in touch with friends is that they do not have e-mail addresses.

6. When you go home after a long day at work you still answer the phone in a business manner.

7. When you make phone calls from home, you accidentally dial "0" or "9" to get an outside line.

8. You've sat at the same desk for four years and worked for three different companies.

10. You learn about your redundancy on the 11 o'clock news.

11. Your boss doesn't have the ability to do your job.

12. Contractors out number permanent staff and are more likely to get long-service awards.

AND THE REAL CLINCHERS ARE...

13. You read this entire list, and kept nodding and smiling.

14. As you read this list, you think about forwarding it to your "friends".

15. You got this email from a friend that never talks to you anymore, except to send you jokes from the net.

16. You are too busy to notice there was no No. 9.

17. You actually scrolled back up to check that there wasn't a No.9.

18. And now you are laughing at yourself!

Thursday, June 10, 2004

lets celebrate together :))

i have passed the quater century year-old group.. *sob* *sob*

in short its my birthday todayy... :))

semoga saya panjang umur dan murah rezeki.. aminn

thanks for aaaAAAalll the wishes from frens and family.. terharu terharu.. ceewahhh..

till then i gtg

cau cincau

Wednesday, June 09, 2004

shitttttttttttt...

baru je sat ni tadi guess what song i was humming (out of the blue okay.. ):

Pulangkan by Misha Omar

u haf no idea what im talking about?? well lemme tell you, that is the theme (agaknyela) song for the movie Pontianak Harum Sundal Malam

???? hehhe maafkan saya kengkawan, i think the song was playing on the radio kot.. somebody here has a radio.. manela aku tau.. only used to listening to mp3s in the office..

see i told ya i got a pretty big imagination.. hehheheh..

and then again i guess i started humming mase i was int the mist of looking up for hoobastank's The Reaons's mp3.. shitttt.. as im typing this the song is also on air.. walah wei.. deja vu.. kwang kwang kwang..

okeh i gtg.. serius blogging is distracting me from my thinking mind..

*sigh*

cau cincau

Monday, June 07, 2004

antusemut is (very) sleepy zzzZZzz


i want my pillows!!

O_o im soooOOOooo la mengantuknyee at this new workplace of mine (temporary).. my place-to-be is actually just the opposite of this cubicle.. btw did i tell you that it is also sooOOOOo strategically placed.. at the corner mengadap tingkap wher i can see Mandarin Oriental's (i think) side.. heheheheh.. sangat selamat utk 'ter'tidurrrrr.. unless somebody comes looking for me, i'll be freeeeeEEeee... do mind me i'm a bit 'unscrewed' today.. heheehh

to fight my sleepy head lemme share a short joke i read from reader's digest errr i think may's edition, i hafnt touched june's yet.. dammnn i forgot to bring it.. well it goes something like this:

yong's summary. taken from reader's digest may edition (i think).

-------------------------------------------------------------------------
a man came in late to work and met his boss on the way in.

mr sir incik boss: you're supposed to be here at 830!!
the man: why why what happened at 830??!!!
-------------------------------------------------------------------------

heheehhehe

i think its funny... okay okayyy if you dont get it, i'll paste the exact opne tomorrow if i remeber to bring the copy.

till then

need to continue wif my work, actually am installing something so bascially i'm multitasking okay..

cau cincau

Friday, June 04, 2004

yak yak yak...


Summer Homework

adeiii penat.. ive been talking (crap) toooOOOOooo much today and im exhausted.. hehehhe

anyways this is gonna be a short one.. about the harry por-tah the movie (prisonre of azkhaban) which i saw yesterday..

i'm slightly disapoointed.. sirius black looks didnt meet my edxpectationss.. aarghhhhhhhhhh.. punah harapan aku :( but seeing him (ceewah) yesterday made me want to cry (yeah im a cry baby :P) a bit (since i already know what will happen... *sob* *sob*..)

okeh gtg

till then

haf a nice weekend frens :))

cau cincau

my day.. *sigh*


Bad Hair Day

hiyiiii frens.. i need a short break (from work).. previously some frens had to use my notebook for some urgent things.. since its all mine now why not i do some blabbing.. hehhhe

*sigh*

my day didnt start well as planned(?) *sigh*

i took the lrt today.. (obviously) initially i got a seat.. then came in a young mother wif 2 kids (and i guess her maid mind you!), and everyone was like gifing away their seats which they had so hard fought for it.. ceewahh.. anyways eventually i gave up mine also (for an elder lady who was the first to give up her seat for the mother and kid!) hehheheh.. but all the while while standing i was scolding mahself.. why didnt i sleep (at least close my eyes) so that i dont haf to gif away my seat when necessary.. heheehhehe.. mean old antusemut eh.. :P

then upon arriving to my lrt destination, i decided to topup my touch n go card.. actually so that I dont haf to topup at BCB's ATM machine wher the minumum amount is RM50 plus you'll be charged 50sens... btw frens DONT be fooled if you see this sign at the counter:Touch 'n' Go out of service.. rupe2nye according to the (blocked eared) guy their system slalu hang sebab tu they put up that (stupid) sign wheras actually ppl can do touch 'n' go business.. so apparently i was lucky enough to be entertained.. so i thotla.. anyway.. after some small talk then i said "tambah 20" and handing over a 50ringgit note.. yup u guess right.. dia ngan bahlulnye pi topup 50 ringgitlaa.. since i was not in the mood for a scene (morning blurness actually), i let it drop (boy he was lucky!! :P) but now im short of 30 ringgit for that thing i was eyeing.... dammit!

btw im still up at my old workplace... yup as predicted my new place is not readyy.. *sigh* hopefully everything is in place by this monday.. hmmm but the thing is thers more ppl coming in then ppl coming out.. aaah wot the heck.. i don mind sitting anywher jus as long as ther is a LAN and power point for me to use.. in short.. as long as i'm connected to the net... kwang kwang kwang..

okay breaks over.. suddenly i got some new ideas for my testings..

till then

cau cincau

Thursday, June 03, 2004

its time to move.......


It';s Time to Move!

*sob* *sob*

im (finally) moving.... my two (big and veryyyyyy heavy to the max) boxes and PC has been taken awayyy by the movers... :( im officially a nomad at the moment.. hmm but thers still a lot of to-be "hand-carried" stuff.. and luckily i still haf my notebook..

anyways, ive been here, at this level for like forever.. since i started my working life.. now im moving like 50plus stories down! oh btw pushpa is coming up to my level and im coming down to hers.. *sigh* it would be more fun if we're on the same floor ain't it.. ceewah..

sad sad sad and still sad... wonder what it would be like at the new level.. i even heard my place is not ready yet.. *sigh* we'll see what happens tomorrow.. yessss im working tomorrow.. although nearly 90% of the staff (different companyla tapinye) working here is on leave..

btw your fren here is watching harry por-tah in about half an hours time.. :)) yes your looking at one major fan of harry por-tah (the books).. :))

hmmm.. ive been telling everyone that i will tell (about harry por-tah the movie since im the early ones to watch) but actually it felt weird and definitely a no-need since buku ader.. and its definitely no surprise kan kan kan.. heeheheheh..

okay then.. till tmorrow.. i gotta get ready...

cau cincau


Monday, May 31, 2004

no monday blues today..


Summer Survival

hiiiiiiiiiii frens...

ur fren here is soooOOoo bloody fuckin' tired.. O_o

right after i arrived from Perak, i went straight to OU for my ehem ehem facial appoinment.. hauauahuahauahau.. i had to.. i can feel my skin face stretching to the max and breakouts are everywher :( thanks to the stress im hafing because of work (agaknyelaa.. i cant think of any other source...heheh) anyways now im back to the comfort of my bed and all.. and how do i feel?? still not feeling beautiful and 300 ringgit poorer.. aarghhhhhhhh... the salesgirl did did a good job at making me feel uglyyy.. okayla i rephrase.. need more obat for my face.. now im gonna haf to walk wif my head downn.. kwang kwang kwang... aaa watever... i need the pampering anyways.. :))

now wher was i.. yes i went back to ayer tawar last weekend.. and instead of just relaxing at home.. my beloved (and somewat disfunctional) sister wanted a so-called break and pangkor we went.. we kinda took things for granted (being a local) and arrived late... so instead of mandi laut like my sister put it, we mandi-ed hujan.. hehheheh.. didnt even do any snorkelling.. too lazy for that.. and then again manayk gile oranggg.. but we managed to get on a boat trip (if not it will be just a sleep n eating vacation).. i love boats and practically anything that has to do wif the sea except for hurricanes and mende2 yg sewaktu dengannye..

now that reminded me of the movie The Day after tomorrow or as translated (stupidly) on the big screen, LUSA.. well... it was okaylaa..actually saved by the good spesel effects.. un(?)like the other matural disaster-like movie(s).. deep impact.. armageddon and the most talked about movie - titanic.. i hate (read: HATE) all of 'em.. though thers one that i liked, really really liked ---> Godzilla... over expectation mannnn... and i think twister was okay...

okay frens, i gotta go.. alias (on 8tv) is about to start.. i knowwwwwwww.. ive no idea wat got me hooked (started las week!!) so i catch u guys later la eh..

cau cincau..

Thursday, May 27, 2004

status update: antusemut is getting better :))


 i need a break

omigod... im sooOOo sleepyyyyyyyyyy... been battling with my sleepy head for the past 1 hour... but now since its already 5 oclock.. u bet!! i'm widely awake.. hehehheheh.

btw u fren here is partially okay.. thank you for everyones care and concern :)) but she still got the flu and light cough.. my throat half half okay.. not as hurtful as last time when even donning my own saliva hurts... O_o

oh shit.. im starting to feel sleepy again.. ngantuk gileeeeee.. though i don hear the rain drops out there.. but i know its raining.... aaahh the bliss of sleeping when its raining.... *yawn*..

anyways.. yesterday i managed to catch brad pit's ass in action.. huhuahuahuahau... yeah i finally watched troy... i think it was quite good.. as per normal i shed a few tears.. ceewahh.. i like epic story (i think troy is one kan?) during the whole story i was thinking of hercules, xena, lotr, even hulksters and badminton smashing *wink*.. so whoever out there who has not watched troy yet, dont except to see a lot of machoness in this movie.. now i iknow why ppl say they liked eric bana aka hector more (than brad pitt kot..hehhe)...

and frens, guess wot... ive also watched Pontainak Harum Sundal Malam hehehhe ur fren yg penakut nih watched it atas desakan rakan2 yg sangat nakal :P.. apsal adikku.. tak percaya kaa??? anywayss it was veryyyyyyyyyyy good.. over expectation (mine).. of course its scaryyyyyyyy.... but the storyline (walaupun tahape hape) was still touchy and plus there were doses of humour.. hehheheheh... for this movie.. i cried a whole river... really.. manayk part sedihhh.. piii tengokkkk.. bes giler... hahhaha damn im promoting a malay movie.. but a damn good one i tell ya.. :))

okeh i gtg.. still got some work to do..

till then

cau cincau

Friday, May 21, 2004

status: antusemut is still sick..


One Bad Bug

morning frens..

just woke up.. and still at home.. my fever has somewhat cooled down a bit but my sore throat is getting worse.. sakit :( luckily i got 2-days MC.. and i was thinkin of goin to work todayy....

*sigh* and then my headache.. yup i still haf it.. but that i'm blaming it on me mahself and i..

since i cant sleep yesterday --> wif the fever and all, i decided to turn on my notebook.. hehehhe.. and woila.. i managed to come up wif a new banner for antusemuts blog (this blog!).., haf no idea on the layout yet.. that can wait.. i think.. i stopped around nearly subuh!!.. *grin* seriusly time passed unnoticebaly..

so ther i was..initially wanting to replace the currect pic on top, hence the green-colored background.. but it looks so fucking messyy.. check it at my testing page.. tak jadik..its so damn ugly.. you mite hurt u eyes even by a glimpse.. hehhehe.. yup that bad..

btw confirm i didnt create it from scratch.. i saw this blog template at ifa's fav blogskin searching site: miz graphic's site.. i hope i didnt violate any copyright issues.. O_o

anyways, whenever u haf time, do go checkout the banner and lemme know whether i shud ditch the banner, change color.. what ever u wanna comment.. and if anyone knows wher this phrase came from, do lemme know also okay

"in my
wildest
dreams
it's like a
freak show
only unfreaky"


till then

i gotta lie down.. i feel dizzy..

cau cincau

Thursday, May 20, 2004

i'm sick..


One Bad Bug

hi frens..

im at homee!!! sakitlaaa.. i got a fever.. bad sore throat.. blocked nose (cant even speak properly) and still the headache is pounding like crazyy.. yeah im tryin not to stare at the computer screen too long.. but cant help it maa.. *grin*

actually i was already sick for the past 3 days.. but due to my ehem ehem career, i chose to be in the ofis.. seriusly.. my life was a bit of a mess for the past 2 weeks.. u know since i changed company.. my mr incik Boss gave me a different field to pursue.. i hated it.. even bought (colourful..hehhe) books.. but to no avail.. still hated it.. hehehe.. the interest is not ther.. but being me..ceewahhh i hate to say NO to my boss.. so i chose the easiest way out.. i tried to fled from the crime scene.. O_o

i scouted for new career opportunities.. totally for a change of air.. luckily i thought wisely in the sense that i tried looking for something that i really like.. unfortunately.. well to make it short.. i do go by 'benefit of the doubt'.. and one of the bosses i met actually said that.. so ther goes the new air i was hoping for..

anyway, im happy noww.. all was settled yesterdayy... :)) i got what i wanted.. it sure was painful to leave my team of 2 weeks.. NOT (okay okay ader la sikitttt je).. hhehe but it sure pays to be patient.. ceewahh the truth was i was on the verge of giving up.. i just had to go out!! but now.. olalalalal am so geared up.. i got soo may plans circling in my head at the moment.. and i want to do it fast with excellence results.. hehehhe the one glitch is im currently sick.. so my excitement kena pause sikijap..

oh well..

btw frens.. i did made a few posting for the past few days.. the thing is i clicked on the post button instead of the post&publish button.. *sigh* that shows how f**ked up i was eh.. :)

till then

cau cincau