Wednesday, October 27, 2004

13th day of puasa



isk isk iskk
i can play the y!pp game no more!!
the trial session has expired :(

but dont fret dont sweat
(apart from the thought of subscribing it after raya..)

antusemut has a new puzzle to indulge in :))

go here!

until i get a least a score of 126 then and only then will i stop and look for other puzzles..
(if u may want to know: the highest so far i managed to get was only 118 grrrrrrrrrrrrrrr!!)

good luck to u too!

selamat berbuka everyone
cau cincau

wassalam





Tuesday, October 26, 2004

12th day of puasa



*sigh*

im hafing color coordinations problem today...

but had to made do since i was already late this morning *sigh*

anyways..

i watched exorcist: the beginning yesterday!! yesszaaaaaaaaaa.. me the scaredy cat who had vowed never to watch any scary move.. went on and watched it successfully.. hhehehehe

welllll..
it wasnt that scaryyy..
only towards the end...
which i obviously avoid ..
but the sound the so called evil spirit made was eerie enough okay!

of course i had nghtmares last night..

i reached home around 8 after berbuka.. (i watched the movie during daylight time.. heheheh)
anyways by 10 i was already sleepy
remembered mumbling something to isma and the rest was a blackout for me

which means
i didnt basuh my kaki
and i dont think i managed to even read the 3x surah al-ikhlas

......
it started with me waking up late for some maths exam
and obviously i hafnt finished studying..
while still going thru the notes, then somehow the car (:P) i was in broke down
arrived late at the exam hall
and ended up not answering 10 or so questions!!!

giler takut dah tuuuu!!

well it didnt stop ther

it continued on for the next days exam - biology
(and here i hated biology)
i remembered waking up again(still in the dream) late for an exam
and i was like shivering figurously
because this time i ddint just not studied (not a surprise here tho).. but i did not even try the sample questions like i always do o_O
i nearly freaked out...
.......
luckily was saved by the alarm..

i know i know... its far from scary for some of u out ther.. but (for me) that dream was a nightmare thank you!!

Monday, October 25, 2004

on the 11th day of puasa...



oops!

i meant to publish this just a few minutes ago.. but the status has changed.. but i still will since ive typed it! i'll update the current status a bit later :P

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aaarghhhhhhhhhhhhhh i need a break
im so angry at the moment
and i felt like crying pun adaa

two things made me like this at this moment of time actually
and just to say i was very fine this morning!

first is about my last months claim
aaarghhhhhhhhh
ive planned so that i'll get it during this month salary
ive budgeted so that ill get it before rayaa
and ive already eyed on that wireless router thingee
but somehow the finance guy said they somehwat misplaced the form
%$#!^%#!&$&!^$#
but then again me after a few successful claims
took things for granted and did not even made a copy of itt!!!
aaarghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
baka' yong baka'

*sigh*

ive cooled off but only after some swearing took place (i cant help it.. dia terkeluar sendiri...grrr .. im so mad at mahslef too)
its after all bulan ramadhan
and insyaAllah im fasting today
but i haf to cut down my shopping nampaknye this month :(

now to the next issue
i think this is more sensitive
last time i was angry at this one person at 1128.. the entry is here
of course it has subside since then lagi
but then only today also around 11ish, i got some information..
it turned out this socalled friend of mine actually had lied to me. .. lied lied lied.. to me..
ishh so unbelievable
this fren is like sooo very nice
i think im not angry with the fren.. im somewhat dissapointed..
veryyyyy disappointed!

thank god the fren has moved..
if not i think i mite strangle the fren if we do bump into each other... takpun i'll give the fren 'the stare' .. but that wont look good on me will it.. hehehhehe

oraityy
houston, my mood is back to normal again.. :))

till then
cau cincau

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status update:
the said form of my claim is actually tsk tsk tsk with my boss! he kept it for nearly a month! when i came to him with a new form, only then he told me that the claim is with him.. buried under a million pile of documents... when i asked why didnt he tell me??!!!

his reply was very short and sweet (wif a smirk on his face)..

"you didnt ask"

aahh my mr inicik bos.

luckily i wasnt fuming at the finance ppl.. if not i'll defnitely haf problem.. but it sure did took a whole lot of energy (and courage!) of tellin them that the form is wif me and its my mistake.. hahahhaha..

but still i (still) wont be getting the claim this monthh... aarghhhhh..


Thursday, October 21, 2004

7th day of puasa and im sleeeppyy


hi frens

5 minutes to two.. good.. i just woke up.. managed to get a 10 minute nap.. first time! wahh quite comfortable actually sleeping at my desk nih.. this from someone who is an expert in sleeping in class during 'prep' (i think this is the abreviation for preparation class..) hehehhe

unfortunately ive missed two days in a row for my sahur.. i think i heard the alarm went off at 450 but the next thing i know its already 630... *sigh*

yess im still playing y!pp but somehow by 1 i already feel sleepyy.. sometimes i battled half asleep.. :P

btw ive watched ladder49.. of course i cried a million buckets.. its hard u know to control the sobbings.. but had to for machoness reasons..

okeh frens

selamat berbuka

im planning to have taufu goreng cicah kicap and bawang today.. nyum nyumm.. actually im hafing this like every other day.. hehhehe

cau cincau



Tuesday, October 19, 2004

5th day of puasa



ahoy!
mah frens how ru?

i feel very groggy todayy... not enough sleep!!

yeszaaaaaa.. i am still hooked on the y!pp game.. aaarghhhhhhhhhh...
i slept at aroud 330 (had to force mahself to sleep) and woke up for sahur at 5! this time i tidur balik before subuh.. bad yong bad... too sleeepppyyyyyyyyy..

anyhoos i planned to ganti balik my sleep in the lrt but somehow although i was the first in line (had to wait for another 7 minits to achieve this!).. still penuh! so my first words this morning after keluar rumah was @#$&^@$ and that was unintentionally..

hmm about this y!pp.. i am thinking of subscribing it.. ive no idea how much yet.. i need to change my sword! eheheh.. but then knowin' me self.. eventually this addictiveness will fade away.... and i hope soon.. my previous craziness was on blogshares.. although i still check my shares frequently, but the interest has somehow subside.. *sigh*

thers 1 1/2 hours to go before i can go back.. ngantuk giler..

but cant wait to sail.. yeahooo :P

selamat berbuka

Sunday, October 17, 2004

ahoy!

aar aarr.. im sleeeppppyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy!

haf been up since 1 in the morning
ye wanna know what ive been up to?

aye. yep ive been playing this Yohoho! PUzzle Pirates

its consuming my mind and time.. cant think.. have to get the ship sailing.. want a piece of the booty....

aar aar...

only stopped for a short sahur break and subuh..

so im off to sleep now.. no wait..

blimey ive been ordered to board the ship.. hold on...

had a scare back ther.. i thot had to walk the plank..

*sigh* me just been given money for free

goody

yo-ho-ho

now i haf confirmd me logging out

nite nite

Friday, October 15, 2004

1st day of puasa



its 4 already!!!

alhamduliilah.. a few more hours to goo.. :))

time to go back..hehehhehe
haf to do a few more things.. than off i goo!

i wishh..

everybody down here seems to not wanting to barge from their seats

*sigh*

btw Selamat Menyambut Bulan Ramadhan Al-Mubarak everyone. As Kak Susan puts it, semoga ibadat kita akan diberkatiNya. InsyaAllah..

soo selamat berbuka everyone

cau cincau

p/s: thanks to mimi, ive finally ripped Santana feat Chad Kroeger Why Don't You & I's song.. i cant seem to get enough of itt... aaarghhhhhhhhh.. Chad Kroeger's voice is soooOOooo sedapp... whoever wants the mp3 let me know :))




Thursday, October 14, 2004

*sigh*

i had a bad day yesterday :(
i got mad.. yeah again

lately my patience has been running wild
asyik nak marah je
hehehhe
i know wat ur thinking dot
but ive changed
im (supposed to be) more calmer
:P

but yesterday..
well totally different story
i went for a meeting of which of i know nothing of..
ok tahts awhite lie
i know a bit.. a tinyyy wee bit..
and the stupid guy expects me to know everything
well he wasnt expecting me to be ther in the first palce either..
i was replcaing a colleague whom couldnt make it (the one i was mad at!)
cut me some slacklaa.. i was rushing what from putrajaya

*sigh*

i can still feel their faces on me muttering "what the hell is she doing here??"
i seriusly hope that was only my imagination

anyways im okay now
actually was okay especially by the time i watched dogdeball (heheheheheh)
but boy i still fell tired (and sleepy)
i guess from the anger that i vented out yestrday..
of course i did it out loud..
i complained to everybody except the colleague sebab he was not around.. darnn..

i gtg

am hafing lunhc wif kak yan
shes going off to uk next week
shes celebrating syawal ther also
and i hafnt met her for ages

till then

cau ciacnu



Tuesday, October 12, 2004

marah marah marah !#%$#^%#!


i feel angry today
i haf no idea why
i just felt angry

of course

..at someone

angry at someone

annoyed
very very annoyed

oh well
as a good fren said
its just a waste of energy when u get angry

i guess its true
i was sweating.. heheheh

seee i can crack a smile.. tersengih actually

blogging does calm me down, doesnt it?!

i gtg need to do some things then im off to putrajaya

i got work tonight *sigh*

cau cincau







Monday, October 11, 2004

it is nice getting eMail from long lost frens :)



its already lunch time and im sleeppyy..

am hafing monday fever ---> malassssssss :P

anyways..

Did you know that orang utan comes from the Malaysian word oranghutan which means man of the woods?

or you dont even bother?

ish ishh..

apparently i read this piece of information from the book i was reading.. hehehhe..

but the only thing that came to my shallow mind was wahhhh Malaysia masuk lagii dlm buku citer omputih!!

btw ive finished the book (kak wynn for ur attention).. it made me thinking of going for a master degree in mathematics.. hauhauhauahua.. yeah i must be out of my mind.. my calculative mind (ceewah) has gone rusty since i last took the advance maths paper which was in my first year kot.. u try and read the book la (and make sure you finish it!).. guarentee the mathematics in you will want to come out..

*yawn* i need some rest

cau cincau

Sunday, October 10, 2004

aiyaaaaaa we forgot about alamanda!!



*yawn*... im already at home in the comfort of isma's sofaa with my legs up on mimi's table and my notebook on my lap.. mannn i am relaxing mahself...

anyways.. u can say that i had a very relaxing day todayy..

me and dot had a massage session at shangrila putrajayas spa.. of course under some promotion package! hehehhe the place was okay, everything is in place.. except that the open air space is hottt hott hot.. berpeluh peluhh.. they need to install more air conditioners..

but in conclusion, for the price (200++ for two), do gooo there! besides the 'chi balance' massage, you get to use the pool, the jacuzzi, the steam and sauna room plus you'll get to choose either buffet lunch or buffet hi-tea.. and you can haf either a masseuse or masseur (O_o) in a separate or single room (this is good for couples i think) ... all this until 31 October only!

*yawn* im sleeEEpy..

am waiting for smallville... which should be on air in 30 minutes.. and im already sleepy to the max...

and also thinking bout going to work tomorrow.. uwaaAAAaaa.. im gonna have to get use to taking the lrt to work every morning (read: a little bit late).. hehhe.. since my favourite chauffeur has migrated to kuantan.. hi ifaaaa.. hope you haf fun in your new working place :))

what??!!! thers a football match on TV!! mannn... either smallville will be cancelled or carried forward.. i don think i can wait that long.. oh and im confident enough Perak will win in todays match..kejor yop kejor..

i gtg.. need to lie down

nite nite

cau cincau

Wednesday, October 06, 2004

well well well where is the well.. heheh sorry ter'off' track kejap..

*i was excited* (when) i bumped into my cousin whom i hafnt met since like forever, here!!.. yup.. in kerteh kat kedai makan tepi jalan hehehhe.. wat a small world indeed.. hehhehe..

he was also here on work related thingee.. *sigh* and ive never bumped into him back in KL.. ishh my smaller cousins dah besar dahhh.. thers one who even just got married.. *sigh*

relating back to this cousin of mine, i think that was the longest conversation we ever had since we knew each other.. standing some more.. hehehe.. well compared to him, im more closer to the sister who is of the same age.. well that figures eh..

seriously.. i get excited.. very very excited if i bump into people i know unexpectedly... jamuans, conferences, holidays and yeah during outstations.. heheheh..

aiyoo aiyoo i gtg.. im going out for dinner again!!!

*sigh*

till then

cau cincau



Monday, October 04, 2004

congrats to dot on her first day at her new job :))



lately ive been very rajin telling stories in my blog..

not that i don haf anything better to doo.. i do.. and i mean alot (of vorkk)!!

but somehow blogging makes me calmer.. *shrugs* agaknyelaa...

anyways as for today...

im still feeling sick :( watery eyes, headache, flu, *cough* *cough*.. *sigh* and tomorrow im still going off to kertehh.. tmpt yg panas ituuu... what to do.. vorkk *sigh*

luckily i have two new books to accompany me on my journey there.. ceewahhh...

the first one is The Curious Incident of the dog in the night-time by MArk Haddon

ehheheh dont play play okay.. its the winner of The British Book Awards' Children's Book of the Year ..anyway.. its a mystery book.. i loove mysteries, and the kid/narrator loves math which i also looveee... and then again.. i think bcos i was indeed curious to find out what exactly is soOOoo curious about the incident of the dog in the night-time, which eventually landed me wif the book....

but...

im not sure whether its the book or me... bcos everytime i start reading it, i seemed to pass out... hmmm by looking at the book condition right now, something fishy sure is going on... it already has dog-ears and crumples (for a 3-day old book)!!

okay okayy.. if you guys are not into this kind of book.. you might like the second one! its a survival guide book... O_o darn.. i dont haf much time.. i need to go back early todayy... need to pack and also get my dobby.. *sigh* .. read here for the synopsis.. buzz me if you want to borrow...hehehhe :))

cau cincau
testing2345678910111213
on this beatufiul monday morning,

at precisely 1128am..

due to some unforseen circumstances, i just feel the need to swear at this moment of time:

)(*)&$%##^&&!!!!!!
!^$@&^$#*^@#!!
(*&^(*^%$^#%%$#%$#$$#@%@%!!!

im NOT done yet.. but... *sigh* i better stop... i need time to cool down...


Sunday, October 03, 2004

im sick :(



im at home
im hafing a splitting headache
im sick
*sick cough* *sick cough*
my notebook is sick
im super duper hungry
and thers nothing good on tv
*sigh*

get well soon to mahself

cau cincau