Tuesday, August 24, 2004

congratulations to hanna&rizal on their wedding last weekend :))



hiiiiyi im back :))

ooo and regarding my previous depressing entryy.. thank youuuuuuu very much for all the concerns and wise advises frlm frens.. veryy much appreciated..

it has been more than a week when i posted that entry, so basically im (supposed to be) geared up for my work and any future udertakings.. ceeewahh :))

so how was my trip to hong kong??

it wasss grrreattt! not a pure shopping trip after all.. :( more of a tour visit.. which meanas not enough time for shopping.. though i did not buy as much stuff as dot, byk gak duit aku abis... a bit confusing though sbb last minit shopping with sore feet... tapi mmg tak acii... baju2 kecik semua murahh.. heheheh...

actually im hafing some sort of a rift with my sister.. so dot if ur reading this, (since i still cant call out) pls call me and pujuk me for reconciliation tq!

till then

cau cincau

Wednesday, August 11, 2004

i feel stupid..



i was veryyy depressed yesterday..

and i still am.. that is until a few minits ago..

a good fren whom came over to use my notebook (and at the sametime bug me i guess) actually made me more relax and cooled down..

btw i was depressed because of my work/workplace and of course my salary...

i cant tolerate OFFICE POLITIC (that i think shud only be handle by UPPER mgmt, yeah stupid of me to think that way la kan), SWEET AND STUPID PROMISES, SLOWLINESS (LEMBAB), STUPIDNESS, SLOWLINESS, STUPIDNESS.. ($&@)%&)%&@

and to make things worst (yesterday), i met some old frens and while chit-cahtting they shared some bad experience they had with some ppl/team from the company im currently working in.. and i nearly fell out of my chair listening to all this... you should have seen my red ears... i tell ya it was not easy (at all) for me to keep a straight face.. and then again i was at that time depressed of this what... i did try to stand up for my company (ceewah) but failed miserably... *sigh*

*sigh* i cant think straight.. i hope this one week of cuti will boost up my errr work morality(??).. and i planned to do just that (i hope).. for the time being i'll just stay low for awhile..

)^$@)%^@)%(&_@#%*_+)*&(*$^)&@$_(@+))))($@)$* <- this is no ordinary pattern.. i wish i could swear more.. tapi penat dah..

okeh i got to continue wif my work.. seee i still got work... its just that tak cukup mencabarrr... i knwo already what to think and do and i know im damn good at it.. hehhehhe.. saje je tuhh.. i need that.. but seriously i need some new task that can make me think harder and feel the sense of panic...yes i need to be in the line of firee tq.... hehehhe

till then

cau cincau

Tuesday, August 10, 2004

entry for August 6, 2004



damnn.. somehow i accidently deleted this entryy.. and now i have double for yesterday' entry.. and i cant seem to delete it.. nanti laa i'll find a way to fix this...

anyways, just to make sure this rambling stays in my bank memory...

lemme just refresh my memory..

aahhh yes i remembered this entry was something about me whining of not being abloe to go to Nakata's homeland for free!! (claimable..heheh)...

uhuk uhukkk...

this is because I CANT BRING MAHSELF TO CANCEL MY SHOPPING TRIP

what a lame excuse i think.. but its true okay!!

yeahh.. i remembered also this line...

i'll be definitely sulking the whole year.. :( for sure one!

uwaaaAAAaaa

Monday, August 09, 2004

ngantuk ngantuk ngantuk..



another 20minits before the clock strikes 5pm! :))

but..

aaarghhhh thers something wrong wif my testing PC.. aaarghhhh... i need more RAM... i wish i could install this vmware thingee on my notebook... tapi lagi hampehh.. dah la one key dah tercabut.. isk iskk... only noticed this morning.. the last time i was using it was last Saturday..and everything seems to be intact.. isk isk iskk... now it is very the ugly one..

i need a break.. so thats why im blogging kejap (excuseesss..:P) .. plus it keeps me away from blogshares! heeshhh.. that game is soooOOOoo addicitve... i hope nobody is actually near me when im checking my shares especially when it goes down or when i made a bad buy... " eeeeee abis duit aku!!!!" or "aaaaaaarghhh tak cukup duitt" is what they are expected to hear.. hehehheheh..

hmmmm.. i am suddenly bored with this layout (thanks to nixk who tagged saying (excerpt)"masih hijau lagi nampaknye" cett!).. and some more cybertarp is closing its free image hosting service :( check out the big empty space on the upper left corner.. i'll try to come up with a new template hopefully by next week since im on leave semingguuu... yahoooOOOoo.. no work no work no work :))

until i get 'the' one week of break.. for the moment everything seems to be mandom - gloomyy and boring...

wait!! im not finished wif my rambling..

last weekend i finally finished the much talked about Da Vinci Code by Dan Brown book.. welllll... i kinda like it at first, fast and intriguing.. and some more reminds me of treasur hunting i.e. clues, breaking the codes.. but in the end.. i can only manage a weak "chehhhh.." hmm dot was also reading it but by the time i got a book of my own, she has yet to finish it.. nanti i'll ask her what she thinks..

but i kinda can go for Dan Brown's style of writing.. yeah i might consider his other books..

somehow this book reminds me of a book by Mario Puzo - The Family... this one i tell you.. lagi dasyatttt.. verrryyyyy sinful... o_O oh but this book has nothing to do with code breaking and not much on Mafiarism.. i mean not what i was expecting (read: Godfather-like, The Sicilian-like, Omerta-like)

okayy.. i better stop.. i cant seem to think properly..

till then

cau cincau

Wednesday, August 04, 2004

im already sleepyy


its past midnight and im still not yet in bed.. am waiting for my 'favoritest' (heheh) sister to come.. she got some interview at concorde and im not sure yet whether she wants a ride (with me n ifa) or just to crash at my place.. heeshh.. i don think i can wait up any longer.. pepandai la dia nanti.. after all she got the keys anyway..

actually i brought back my notebook today just so that i can play(buy/.sell shares) some more on BlogShares - Fantasy Blog Share Market but to my annoyance rupe2nye there are limited transactions per dayy.. marahnyeee akuuuu.. how shud i know.. :P

anyways i gtg wash my face and brush my teeth kalau rajin.. till then.. cau cincau

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Monday, August 02, 2004

welcome back rudy :)



adoiiiii..

im hafing a headache...

and plus i think im going crazyyyyy for no particular reason..

anyways, last weekend, me and dot managed to burn a pretty big hole in our wallet(s).. hehhehehehheh.. though we are saving for our shopping trip which is in about 2 weeks time, our itchy hands and nafsu took over us and forced us to pay for a lot of unnecessary stuffs... *sigh*

now as for me, instead of hafing a luxurious month this month (extra cash), now im back to being broke.. and its only the start of the month.. yong ape nak jadik nih????!!!!!

and it does not stop there.. now im hooked with this new site/game or watever you wanna call it:

BlogShares - Fantasy Blog Share Market

yup.. hehhe i think i very like like these fantasy kinda games.. the only drawback that i can see is that we dont actually get to taste the real profit/wins when we do good/win.. hehheh..

as for this game, now i cant seem to stop buying and checking for updates (yes im a bit pathetic).. dahla blogshare cash tak cukup.. (sikit!) hehehhe.. and then again.. im still a newbie.. ceewahh :P

why not try it for yourself..

i gtg..

till then

cau cincau